By My Side

句点

2012-02-10T05:07:00.000-08:00

如果两个人的天堂

像是温馨的墙

囚禁你的梦想

幸福是否像是一扇铁窗

候鸟失去了方向

如果你对天空向往

渴望一双翅膀

放手让你飞翔

你的羽翼不该伴随玫瑰

听从凋零的时光

浪漫如果变成了牵绊

我愿为你选择回到孤单

缠绵如果变成了锁链

抛开诺言

近在咫尺的距离，远在天涯的心灵

那道墙，是你愿意筑起的吗？

害怕不该成为借口，因为已给你足够的理由。

沉默不是金，而是你给不了的安全感。

因此，我选择不再等待。

一望无际的天空，思绪沉淀，开启另一片美好的未来。。。

PS : 我说的人，不是你。别猜了 :)

回家

2012-01-13T05:25:00.000-08:00

一上车，妈妈就摸摸我的脸，看看我的样子，说了一句：“你好像瘦了哦。。。”完了，在那一刻，我真的好想哭。是太久没见到她吗？两个星期，应该不久吧？我妈，她总是能注意别人不在意的事情。之后，她一面驾车，一面问我近两个星期所经历的事。“芙蓉好玩吗？有迷路吗？功课还好？又每天吃咖喱饭？”我一边回答一边看着她的脸颊，突然感觉妈妈脸上多了几条皱纹，头发似乎变短了些。。。刚从工作回来，想必一定筋疲力尽，但妈妈总是在开玩笑，说了几件事情后开怀大笑。妈妈从来都不是每天笑嘻嘻的性格，我知道妈妈好努力好努力想要逗我开心，想要让我知道家里一切安好，他们天天都过得非常愉快。。。妈妈的温柔，总是非常催泪。

吃饱饭后，我坐在离电视机最远的沙发上，看看正凝视电视机的爸爸。啃着花生，喝着水，爸爸的背影总给我一种哀伤的感觉。是啊，头发变少了，背脊也没像昔日那么挺直。。。爸爸的却变老了，而且老得快。没有我和哥哥在的家里，是否依然？还是冷清寂静？

有时间的话，我一定回家。这是我对自己毕生的承诺。朋友总说不要那么依赖父母，每个星期都要回家，自己该学习在外面流浪许久。但，对我来说，回家是一种责任，是一种心愿，是一种幸福。从前的父母，在耳旁轻轻告诉我，他们一定要看着我从小一步一步的长大成人，这个过程，逝去后便无法挽回，所以他们无论多忙，总会回家看看我。今年的我，也不小了。我的快速成长也代表着父母的加速老化。是他们陪着我长大，因此我也想要看着他们慢慢变老，永远永远。他们的上半生，我无法参与，但至少下半生，我能用尽心里满满的感激与爱，陪着他们，去他们想要的地方，看看漂亮的风景。

人总是要等到失去后才懂得珍惜，而我并不想等到失去后才来后悔，因为这是后悔都无法挽回的回忆。家，是爱的港湾。所以朋友们，有时间的话，回家吧！

2012 宏愿！

2011-12-30T06:10:00.000-08:00

距离2012 年已经时日不多了，仅剩一天就要和这一年的我永远地道别。是的，一去不回头的再见。

因此，在告别之前，我想利用这个时间好好回溯今年的我。必须承认，今年，我有些幼稚；有些霸道；有些任性；有些自私；有些无理；有些顽皮；有些鲁莽；有些无知；有些敏感。

对于在今年我所无意在言语或肢体行动得罪的朋友们，请你们原谅我的过失。有时候，我会说气话而不好意思说对不起；有时我会我行我素地做事，没有顾及旁人的感受；有时我爱发脾气，搞得你们都不高兴！

在这里向大家慎重地道歉！往后，我会努力更改自己的缺点，让自己成为更好的人！

2012 宏愿？当然有！
= 永远保持乐观，并笑口常开!
= 努力生活，努力冲刺！
= 省钱！（最近什么都起价，就是工钱没涨）
= 让身旁的人天天开心！
= 成为一个更有用的人！

至于如何执行，当然是保密的咯！祝大家龙年快乐，健康快乐！

Time , flies

2011-12-26T01:10:00.000-08:00

2011 is going to come to an end. Just 5 more days. How fast time has passed. I'm actually wondering what i have done in year 2011 as most of the time i'm feeling unrealistic. I thought i should be somewhere else but i end up walking in some streets in shah alam. HAHA...it's true that i missed high school too much. Reminiscing those days where i can still do everything i like, suddenly i felt hmm...not lazy nor repugnant, but i'm more willing to stay at home, actually. HEHE.

Jan 2011. Went to KDU. My brilliant and enjoyable college life has just started. Met lots of new friends, but most importantly, we are the same kind of human and have lots of things to talk about. A gang of 8, a class of 30, we created lots of jokes and fun when lecturers were not in class. Sometimes, we went out to have lunch with lecturers! Or they gave us a ride to shopping malls :P That's how close we student and lecturers could be. Like friends like teacher, FUN?? :) You can wear anything you like (chilled classrooms all the time), do anything you want and can leave class anytime you favour. Like heaven isn't? But as a good student, i always attend classes!

Nerd people? None at all. They are smart but not the type of holding books everytime everyday. They are fun to talk with, able to joke with and nice :) We'll take care of each other and live happily everyday!

Got SPM results? Yes! and here comes JPA. I'm really grateful that the government gave me this scholarship. But, the sad thing is, i have to leave KDU. Enrollment into INTEC was sudden and INTECians are all carrying a burden studying there. That's because we are all scholars. People are very hardworking here ( compare to KDU) and sometimes it's really pressurizing. If you are not determined enough, you'll indulge in books and never come out haha..Exams and tests are frequent, but we still need entertainment! For me, study is definitely important but there are many more things that are not taught in textbooks!

People say i behave differently when i'm in hostel and when i'm in school. Of course, in school i look more serious and more behaved. hahaha...In my own house (hostel)? That's my true colours! I will be super hyper sometimes, a bit boyish, love to disturb people ,LOVE TO EAT and more!!!! When i'm focused on something, i'll be oblivious to the surrounding and do not like to be disturbed. Maybe, i speak differently at those days too! Not so manja (hehe..), not so casual, not so relaxed. Therefore, some people might misunderstand me for being not friendly...maybe it's my fault? Different people have different characters, and it takes time to fully understand someone. Maybe i should change to be a better person next year! :)

Time flies after i came into INTEC. Because we are surrounded by books hahaha...tired of books sometimes..hahaha...so came the holiday! 1 and a half month! Seemed to be so long but now everything is going to end. Went to all shopping malls in PJ and walked through KL. Pavilion, Farenheit 88, I Utama, Ikano, The Curve, Mid Valley, Sunway Pyramid and more with friends. Wonderful?? HAHAHA...unforgettable also of those times where i stoned at home and watched tv the whole day! Well....classes are starting soon...enjoy the remaning holidays! :)

给，你

2011-12-08T07:17:00.000-08:00

你，是我生命中很重要的一个人，你知道吗？

你的性格，与我相似；
有点大剌剌，有点八婆，有点自恋，有点懵懂；
有些疯癫，有些笨拙，有些冲动，有些多愁善感；
一点的爱美，再加上一点的善良；
这就是你和我。

麦霸？不算。
我们只是爱唱歌。
我们爱将喜欢的歌大声唱出来；
爱用歌词影射当时的心情与情形；
爱用歌声宣泄一切。

爱幻想？的确。至少以前是。
总是希望戏里温柔帅气的男主角出现，
但随着年龄增长，
一切的幻想仿佛烟消云散，
但仍不忘的是真爱的美丽与幸福。

你是位纯朴可爱随和漂亮善解人意乐于助人的女孩，你总明白我在想什么，知道我要什么，清楚我爱做什么。感谢上帝让我俩相识，更感谢你多年来的扶持和照顾，我一定一定会珍惜这份友谊！

今天是你的生日！想在这儿说声生日快乐！愿一切平安顺利，身体健康，友谊永存！

幸福

2011-12-05T22:22:00.000-08:00

睁开双眸，看着天花板。我会心一笑，感谢上苍让我多活一天。深呼吸，感受每一个心跳带给我无限的生命力，顿感精神抖擞。大家早上好！

我是这么的认为：看见阳光是种幸福，因为它递给你温暖，希望，亮光，白天。它的灼热与灿烂拥抱着世间人们的冷漠，无情，自私和刻薄，并用尽力量把每个人都晒得暖呼呼的。少了太阳的清晨，仿佛少了什么似的。或许，人们不会常注意它的存在，但没了它，一切都会变得不一样。

看见月亮是种幸福，因为它传递了爱，温柔，诗意与遐想。月圆之夜，是人们团聚的日子。就算两方距离很远，但他们看到的月亮是一样的，而他们看到彼此的心意也是一样的。

对我而言，幸福是对自我的肯定与爱护，是对上苍给你的一切感到满足，是鸟儿在天空翱翔的自由，是与亲朋好友的融洽相处，更是跌到后爬起来的勇敢与倔强。不要害怕影子，因为这代表近处有阳光；不要害怕黑夜，因为月亮与星星会在天上看着你。总之，遇到什么困难，都要相信一切总会过去！永远拥抱幸福的生活吧！

别哭了！笑！

2011-11-30T05:16:00.000-08:00

开心！整个假期处于平静与兴奋的状态下！不用读书的日子，我会好好珍惜！没有考试的日子，爽！至少在这个月内，我想做什么就做什么，没有任何压力与拘束！出去与朋友叙旧，喝茶聊天，唱下KTV，走走，看连续剧，看电视节目，玩游戏！还真想一辈子过这样的生活哈哈哈哈！可是啊！最近总有一些朋友为情而困。。。不只是爱情，而且还有亲情！与父母吵架，说要断绝父女关系；与男朋友分手，整天哭哭啼啼，好像世界末日了；也有的自以为失恋，在那自我怜悯。。。亲情是一辈子的靠山，一辈子的港湾。就算天塌下来，第一个守护你的一定是你的家人，明明知道他们对你多重要，那又何必为了一点小事吵架呢？中二失恋？算了吧。。。那么小就为情烦恼，我还宁愿用那些多余的时间去找好吃的, 玩好玩的！这么幼小就怕自己嫁不出吗？哈哈哈！现在还是搞清楚自身责任再说吧！人生短短几十年，为了那些小事哭得天翻地覆，好像没了爱情就活不下去，有这个必要吗？

有些事情，少一点计较，少一点比较，少一点高傲，一切就能化小为无。或许，说得容易做得难，但人生的最终目的就是要活得开心啊！

老爷车

2011-11-19T17:12:00.000-08:00

" Why aren't you tidying up your room? Do you expect me to clean it up for you? " 在那美好的清晨，从睡梦中苏醒听闻的第一句话从老爷车的口中吐出。天啊！不屑的口气夹带严厉的语气，我有种预感，今天的日子会不好过。果真，整个早上，老爷车又再向我们淳淳教导做人的道理。。。

有时候，当老爷车发火，乐天派的我会将他所说的一切汇集在一起，然后一字一句的从左耳听进，在脑海里翻滚着几秒后又自然地从右耳飘出。最后，脑袋里浮现一个结论：老爷车正面临中年危机！所以，绕了他吧！说到这，或许有人会认为我个性叛逆，将老爷车的耐心劝导当耳边风。事实上，我非常憎恨别人责骂我，尤其当其理由不足或不分青红皂白或无理取闹，因此为了避免火山爆发，我就干脆将对方“派入”正面临中年危机的一群，尽可能用我自认宽大的胸襟体谅他们的情绪起伏。奇怪吧？哈哈！

那，是老爷车教导我做人的其中一个道理。与其和别人(指的是小人）做正面冲突，轻则两败俱伤，重则自讨苦吃，倒不如适时在他面前做个缩头乌龟，让他耀武扬威，我一转过头天气依旧晴朗，花草依然芬芳，空气依旧清新！而你所说的每一句难听的话，在那瞬间就烟飞云散，消失不见！

再来，" Don't expect, don't assume，don't take for granted. " 老爷车常说，不要对任何事情有过度的期许与盼望，而且不要以为。不要以为你付出的一百分会得到百分之百的回报，不要以为你对别人好别人就会有义务以相同的程度感激你，不要以为你是全世界最好或最烂的人，不要以为父母亲对你好你就可以利用他们的责任心，不要自以为是，不要自怜( 因为没有人会可怜你），更不要自以为没用。这花花世界，每天随着时针改变，风水轮流转，所以除了生死，没有一件事情是永远不变的。或许今天你是个乞丐，怎知道明天横财降临，一夜就成了亿万富翁？

当然，世事无绝对。没有人说你不以为就会怎样怎样，而每个人面对事情总有自己解决的一套方法，因此这一切因人而异！

我没听？老爷车，你说的每一句话我都有听进去，只是有时装出一副不理不睬的样。哈哈！总的来说，这日子嘛，开心也得过，不开心也得过，倒不如开开心心地过！为你还能健康地过每一天，干杯！:)

那些年，我们一起追的女孩

2011-11-17T18:24:00.000-08:00

又回到最初的起点

记忆中你青涩的脸
我们终于来到了这一天

桌垫下的老照片

无数回忆连结

今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约

又回到最初的起点

呆呆地站在镜子前

笨拙系上红色领带的结

将头发梳成大人模样

穿上一身帅气西装

等会儿见你一定比想象美

好想再回到那些年的时光

回到教室座位前后

故意讨你温柔的骂

黑板上排列组合

你舍得解开吗

谁与谁坐他又爱着她

那些年错过的大雨

那些年错过的爱情

好想拥抱你

拥抱错过的勇气

曾经想征服全世界

到最后回首才发现

这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

那些年错过的大雨

那些年错过的爱情

好想告诉你

告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星

平行时空下的约定

再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你

紧紧抱着你~

那些年我们一起追得女孩，至今，不论是电影票房或小说的销量都是顶呱呱！恭喜九把刀，也感谢您用您自身经历的故事感动大家。初次听闻，觉得或许又是那些典型且一成不变的爱情小说，才读一两面就大概能猜出故事的发展与结尾。但，在别人的怂恿下，我开始拿起了那本小说，慢慢地在宁静的早晨品味着九把刀的作品。

果真，那本小说吸引了我。不像哈利波特这么地变幻无穷，不像劲抽福禄寿那么地搞笑滑稽，那些年所呈现给我的是往年单纯，青涩，勇敢，相信爱情的真实画面。曾听过，有些人不知道哪里好，但就是谁都替代不了。那么，沈佳宜是不是九把刀不能忘怀的初恋呢？或许是吧！那些美好的记忆，总不是那么容易磨灭掉的。这本小说，让人想起以前高中时的点点滴滴，凭着一股勇气和一身的热血澎湃努力追求自己想要的幸福。在现今现实的社会中，恐怕没有男生会那么努力追求自己心仪的女生吧（陈妍希在电影创作书里发表的感叹）！所以，有些事情只能从小说和电影里找到，因为我们知道现实生活中无法寻找这些美好的事物。

九把刀，感激您唤起了我们中学时那纯纯的爱，纯纯的冲动，纯纯的刻骨铭心。加油！

祝福

2011-10-14T00:22:00.000-07:00

我爱蒲公英。爱它的飘逸，爱它的轻盈，爱它的无暇。缓缓地飘过，轻轻地降落，带给人们无尽的遐想和温暖。曾听过花代表生命力爱情祝福永恒，而我对此深信不疑。因此，在这最幸福的时刻，我想将蒲公英献给最幸福的你。你要结婚了！你们走过的那十年，或许参杂了酸甜苦辣，或许有过无数次的争吵，但最后你们还是成功克服困难，勇敢迈向婚礼的殿堂！我，仅以我最真诚的祝福，祝你们永浴爱河，白头偕老。

没有你们的中秋节

2011-09-15T06:58:00.000-07:00

又再一次，回到这熟悉的地方。熟悉的气息，熟悉的声音，熟悉的情景。一切仿佛从没发生过。意兴阑珊地离开，伤痕累累地回来。多希望回到过去，回到昔日的美好。皎月高挂，我却独守空房。记忆中那点点繁星，渐渐模糊却又挥散不去。甜甜的滋味，仿佛还残留在嘴中，齿颊留香。团圆的日子，没有团圆。原本的热闹失去了喧哗，原本的快乐失去了微笑，原本的记忆失去了回忆。脆弱的心灵，还能承受多少无形的虚伪与压力? 或许，早该为自己建起心墙，坚固不摧的心墙。一个人的中秋节，还好吧？

一个人生活

2011-08-29T20:10:00.000-07:00

自然醒的早晨，天穹呈现一片暖和的蔚蓝。伫立窗前，女孩凝视，睁大双眸凝视那被云朵簇拥的天际。。。茫然。
她只是一个女孩，渴求平凡简单的生活，但单纯的思想似乎与这混杂的世界，水火不容。叹气，沮丧，心情坠入深不见底的黑暗。

是我的错吗？懊恼许久，仍找不出一个头绪来。放弃思考，穿上粉红上衣与拖鞋，女孩出门了。手上还带着那个洋娃娃。凉风来了，女孩张开双手迎接风婆婆。和煦的阳光照亮大地，女孩昂首，微笑感激太阳公公的温暖。轻盈的步伐伴着舒爽的心情，她倏地感觉世界美好无比。

一片绿茵茵的草地，是女孩的目的地。洁净而辽阔，满地的蒲公英，是让她爱上这地方的原因。蒲公英随风在半空盘旋，她试图用双手将它紧握，但它早已远走高飞。。。

握不住的幸福，是女孩心中永远的遗憾。他毕竟都离开了，舍弃一切狠心地离开了，何苦为他泪流满面？

办不到的承诺成了心中的枷锁。女孩仍抱着希望，对那薄如蝉翼的未来。
曾经，他是她生活的中心。
曾经，他的欢笑是她努力的动力。
曾经，他是她奋斗的原因。
但如今，人面不知何处去，女孩的内心布满阴霾。

躺在草地上，原有的美好消声匿迹，徒留女孩的心，孤单在湖面成双。问自己，为何会走到今天这一步？女孩摇摇头，耸耸肩，面露无助的表情。或许她也不知道，自己生存的意义。两个人的旅途，在半路被迫放弃前进，谁能不感茫然与失落呢？

女孩，继续向前走吧！不要回头，不要让痛苦的回忆笼罩你的世界。向逝去的那个他说声再见，把记忆结成冰，然后昂首迈向灿烂的未来！你要相信，一个人也能活得精彩！

转身之后

2011-07-28T01:31:00.000-07:00

和你相约在这里有些是想说明我的决定你却不愿意听我知道你想要逃避不想问不想听这段感情已经快要暂停听我说从今以后我会一个人生活没有我的时候你要一个人好好过

在我转身时候你却又抱着我在放手以后不再拥有彼此的温柔在我转身之后你的泪不停流虽然心很痛却只能说分开以后我就要远走

I really really love this song. Simple but touching. After studying for 4 weeks in INTEC, i sort of get used to the environment and also the directions!!! Practicals have started, lecturers can just throw 5 physics reporst to you in a day....so i'll end up rushing the homework in the hostel. No tv? No fb?? Haha. I just wanna tell my brother that you can surely survive without using facebook for 2 weeks!!! So...don't keep on looking at the computer! Yesterday INTEC have International Food Festival where Russian, German, Japanese and Korean food were on sale! We have lecturers from these few countries, thus those food are really delicious!! Saw many korean students from korea, some are quite handsome hahahaha. Nice housemates living with me here in the hostel, they cheer me up when i'm down!! Cheers!! :)

Updates :D

2011-07-18T02:01:00.000-07:00

Time flies. It has been 2 weeks since i first stepped into INTEC wearing their student id. To be frank, the orientation was fun. We played games, group activities, talked about lame jokes, campus tour and many more. Orientation lasted for 1 week. That's long and tiring but fun. HAHA. Classes started last Wednesday. Life's starting to get busier and busier everyday, however it is indeed a different experience to stay together with other people and to live in the hostel. Of course, home is still the best but this is also and opportunity to learn and to be independent. Doing my ethics presentation at the moment, and i saw this sentence ' The purpose of life is to be happy.' So people, be HAPPY :)

2011-06-23T08:33:00.000-07:00

We make them cry who care for us.

We cry for those who never care for us.

And we care for those who will never cry for us.

如果他总为别人撑伞你何苦非为他等在雨中？

English-written Post

2011-06-10T08:00:00.001-07:00

GOSH. I think i need to write something in english before my friends gonna call me a chinalady( is there such a word?). But, i'm actually using bloggie to practice my chinese, since i'm not gonna use it to write any essays or assignments in college or universities. All english. ENGLISH! :)

Getting JPA scholarship is something out of expectation. I can say that, till now, this offer somehow seems too good to be true. People sponsoring your course fees and giving you pocket money to overseas? That sounds ridiculous. Parents have taught me since young that nothing is free in this world. That keeps me away from danger i think. Perhaps people will be envy of me being offered with it, but in fact i'm still thinking whether this course is the course that i really want to study. 5 years, after graduating i'm 25. That's long. This means, 7 years more of studying like a book worm and all the exams. I doubt that i can take it. Because, i'm quite exhausted after SPM. haha.

For my parents, of course they are happy. To them it is something like striking jackport. Many gifts and praises from relatives, but i'm doubting my capability to not dissapoint them. The only way in front of me? Work hard girl. If you're gonna drop our from university in Ireland or even in INTEC, i don't know what will happen. To them, i'm smart. But i know, i'm not at all. Maybe just a little bit more hardworking than others. That's all. Not some genius that can flirt in school, not study at home and score high marks in exam kinda people.

Now my life is very relaxed, but deep in my heart i'm worried too. After getting results, i'm worried whether i can get JPA scholarship. After that, i'm worried for the interview. Then, medical checkup. What if i'm not medicaly fit? haha. I seem to worry a lot. I should tell myself to relax...if not i'll have white hair :O

After all the worries? Life goes on. Move along!

父亲节快乐

2011-06-06T23:41:00.000-07:00

老爸！这听起来熟悉但难以形容的词，自我出生以后就从没离开过我。你的面孔，是我幼时最害怕见到的，因为我一做错事，就一定以藤鞭伺候。我清楚记得，你讨厌我挑食，讨厌我吃饭吃得慢吞吞，讨厌我打破碗碟，讨厌我不尊敬长辈，讨厌我不做功课，讨厌我没礼貌。那时我觉得，我所做的每一件事，你都看不顺眼。每一件事，你都要挑剔。每天生活得战战兢兢，妈妈与佣人是我的避风港。每当我吃不下饭时，你总会拿着藤鞭，在我背后倒数十秒，若我还没将一口饭吃下，身上又会多了一条疤痕。这时，妈妈将支开你，而佣人将会把吃不完的饭倒掉！

小时候，我不愿学华语，因为我太不喜欢华语了! 结果，每个星期六，你强势逼我到学校上华语班。为了避免我耍赖，你还特地请假在班上陪我上课一整天！我怕鬼，怕暗，怕蟑螂，你就逼我面对它们！对年纪还小的我来说，你很残忍！我觉得你太坏了，根本没把我当女儿来看待！那时我还真想，我是不是你生的？

然而，长大后才发现，为了这个家，您是付出了多少心血和努力。您努力挣钱，坚持每年要带我们到处走走，看看外面浩瀚的世界。您对我严厉，莫非希望我自律，自立，自强，且做个有用的人。您外表强悍，但内心温柔。您给了我们安全感，希望将一家人联系在一起，且有难同当，有福同享。

我觉得您是世上对我最好的男人！谁会一大早起来帮我准备早餐？谁会每天充当司机，随叫随到，还在放学前十五分钟在门口等待，因为不想我等太久？谁会知道我洗发精用完了还特地偷偷买新的一瓶放回原位？谁会每天晚上烧菜给家人吃? 谁会帮我做家务？谁会买给我我喜欢的包包？哈哈！以前，我把一切当成理所当然。但长大后，发现别人没有义务帮你，有时当你需要帮助时连个人影也没有。唯独爸爸，是随时随地都会在我身边支持我的人。

曾听过这句话：“没一个女孩子将会是情人永远的爱人，但每一个女孩子将会是父亲永远的宝贝。”爸爸！父亲节快乐！爱你哦！

闲

2011-06-02T20:10:00.000-07:00

放假咯！这是我期待已久的事。。。毕竟还没真正休息一番。但，正当我要开始玩乐，病魔却找上门。天啊！两个星期内生病两次，这日子，真难熬。你啊你，搞得我最近都失眠，总要在床上滚个三小时才肯让我安心睡去。隔天起来又处于半懵半醒的状态，这种情况还要维持多少天呢？没法啦，只能好好照顾自己 =）

再过一个月便要开始马不停蹄的生活，所以现在非常珍惜这一段较为悠闲的时光。每天的清晨，你们好！温暖的阳光和清新的空气，开始我充满希望的每一天！

聚散

2011-05-19T06:17:00.000-07:00

完蛋。这几个月将会是我最EMO的时期。我亲爱的朋友们，你们好样的，搞得我今天哭得稀里哗啦，哭了两个小时后连泪都干了，纸巾也没了。可是，今天是难忘的一天。。。

早上上课时，教师语重心长地祝福我们。虽然平时有点吵又爱闹，但您还是非常疼爱我们的=）接着，朋友们上台唱了‘一路顺风’和 ‘Right Here Waiting For You' 。惨了，我的纸巾开始慢慢变少。你们要知道，我生病还没好啊！哈哈！过后，我们播放了自制的录影片，里头记载了我们一整个家族在这五个月来所一起经历的事情。有的朋友决定就读中六，我们支持他且帮他办聚会。我们上课的点点滴滴，一一都随着悠长的音乐呈现在眼前。我们这一群即将离开的朋友，把想说的话都录下来在今天播放。接着，我们在台上唱了'Friends Are Friends Forever'。。。全场的朋友们个个哭成泪人。我们纷纷在台下相拥，希望将最真挚的祝福献给每一位朋友。那温馨的场面，我想，我一辈子都会记得。

说实在，我有点害怕。害怕夜晚，害怕一个人，害怕必须面临无助的感觉。未来会怎样我不知道，只想珍惜与朋友和家人相处的每一分，每一秒 =）

离开

2011-05-16T19:19:00.000-07:00

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着，你的声音这么近我却抱不到。没有地球，太阳还是会绕，没有理由我也能自己走。你要离开，我知道很简单，你说依赖，是我们的阻碍，就算放开，但能不能别没收我的爱，当作我最后才明白。

这是一首我们都喜爱的歌。或许，我们认识的时间不长，相处时间也不算太多，但若相处时是真心诚意地对待，那么何必在乎时间的长短？听过梁静茹的分手快乐吗？歌词里是这么写的：若爱对了人，情人节每天都过！我们是一班朋友，但更像一群怀着梦想的孩子，相亲相爱的一家人。我们爱一起唱歌，爱搞笑，爱把整间学院搞得天翻地覆，爱大笑，爱用我们一起相处的时间堆积成建筑友谊的城墙。我们聚餐，我们拍照，我们互相扶持，我们互相挖苦，为的，是要将最真实的自我表现出来，通过这一些些小动作相互表达对彼此的关怀与爱护。

我知道，很多人要走了，要离开我们最初相识相知相惜的地方。的确，非常舍不得。中学毕业都不想哭，但为何这次每当想起将离开你们就不禁哭了呢？或许吧，我们都害怕，转身之后就无法回头看看那印在脑海中的笑脸。很多朋友庆幸地得到了奖学金，即将各奔前程。一大半的家族走了，只剩其余的独守空荡荡的课室。但，我们的心仍会连接在一起，待大家都回来后再重组美满的家园。但是，那得需要差不多十年，或更多的光景？

很舍不得你们。。。但能怎么办呢？离开那天，别让我哭！因为我想再看看你们的笑脸，记得你们的声音，然后将之印在脑海中，成为生命里最不可磨灭的记忆。

散场

2011-05-06T05:57:00.000-07:00

哈哈！我又回来了！这几个月来，经历了不少事情。哭过，也笑过。感谢在我脆弱时陪伴在我身边的朋友。你们给予我勇气，鼓励，让我相信明天会更好。尤其是你，感谢你的帮助，你的臂膀，你的陪伴，你的可爱，你的温柔。翰，我由衷地感谢 =）

另一个你，我小看你。
我，势必要还我这张脸一堆笑容。在你面前哭过一次，是第一次，也是最后一次。你说过的话，早已收不回。所有的道歉已无法抚平心里的浪潮。下次，不会再为了你的话而哭，因为你不值得我流泪。你算什么东西？就凭你一句话想抹灭我的努力？你还没那个资格。算了。反正我即将离开，愿你的面孔永远消失于晴朗。我不称您作您，你就知道我又多么放不下。

省思

2011-04-28T06:31:00.000-07:00

刚从BUKIT TINGGI 度假回来，特感精神！这一班朋友，虽然只认识四个月，感情却深厚。这让我不禁感慨：有些人，你认识了十年，但一年都没说过一句话; 有些朋友，认识不久，却处处关心你，在你需要的时候雪中送炭。或许有人会说那些不是他们的真面目！日久见人心，迟点就会性情大变，判若两人! 是的，世界在变，每个人都在变。谁能保证过了十几二十年，一切与昔日相同？有听过不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有吗？或许，我们能做的只是好好珍惜现在。时光飞逝，有谁知道下一秒将发生什么事情？想做的，有能力做的，为何不赶紧做呢？想说的，表达的，为何开不了口？

甭管那人是虚情假意，恶贯满盈，那一刻，他们在我的身边，陪我写下人生美丽的故事，留给我美好的回忆，那就已经足够。过去的那一刻，永远不会回来。那段回忆，谁也无法将它从我脑海中删除，也是谁都替代不了。这一班朋友，是过客还是生死之交，有谁会知道？想得太多，有时会让人难以前进。人生吗！看开一点，会让自己身心变得舒服与放松。自己何苦为难自己？一切顺其自然！当然，我还是十分珍惜这一切！

过去，让它过去；现在，好好珍惜；未来，拭目以待 =）

近况

2011-04-24T04:30:00.000-07:00

好久没来到这里了。某天突然想起这个被我忽视的角落，现在在这里述说一切，还有点不大适应。都快要十八岁了，可是我还没感觉到身为十八岁少女应有的亭亭玉立与青春活泼。。。。。。说实话，有点累。从星期一至五，每天都须七时起床，去上课，最早回到家的时间也是四时半。我感觉，College 比中学还惨。回到家，眼睛都快要闭上了，却还得读书。咳！

JPA？我个人没什么感觉，能做的我尽量做了，剩下的听天由命吧！各位亲戚大人，您们就放过我吧。。。看到我一次就问一次，冷静点！

现在正在放假，好不容易能休息，得好好珍惜！！各位朋友，加油咯！！ =）

新年

2011-01-31T18:22:00.000-08:00

大家新年快乐!!!!!! 首先,恭喜李佳薇在星光七的总决赛夺冠!! 从开始到最后,我可是一集都没漏掉哦!! 只能说,唱歌需要天份,但也需要努力. 而你努力的成果,就是在舞台上闪闪发光! 再次恭喜你! 可惜,李宗伟有输给林丹了. 可是,至少那场球赛非常精彩. 大家也都知道您尽力了.谁叫林丹总是那么厉害?? 再努力咯!! 马来西亚加油!! =)

上了COLLEGE 后, 比中学还要忙. 不管你会不会,明不明白,老师照样跟着自己的进度继续. 稍微不留神,一切都会变得模糊. 天啊!! 哈哈. 我又到这儿埋怨了. 每天的生活基本上就是上课,做功课,跳舞....还好每星期有两天的休假.

今年的新年,期待有更多的红包! 恭喜发财!

Special date,special day

2011-01-11T04:09:00.001-08:00

Today is 11th of Jan in the year 2011!!!! 11/1/11 ahahahah...brilliant. No really cool celebrations but KDU's orientation today has added colours to my day =) Met lots of new friends and old friends!! Some are from my primary school and even tuition centre!! The world is indeed small. Played games,had a short intro about clubs and societies...now i feel so tired. Haha...suddenly love to be in college. Feel more relaxed but of course, A-levels is quite hard and i should work hard. So new year,new motivation and new aim!!!! Ganbatte!!! =)

放下过去,放眼未来

2011-01-01T00:30:00.000-08:00

2011 年!!! 听起来是个全新的一年,但想一想,也不是要过回千篇一律的生活?? 上课,放学,看电视,做功课,玩电脑.....再想一想,我这个年纪的朋友,除了做这些还能做什么??? 2010年,我不知道该用什么样的字眼来形容这一年. 以前,我会执着,会固执,会不顾一切. 经历了许多事情,虽说不是大风大浪,更不是什么沧海桑田,但我明白了一些以前领悟不到的东西,那就是放下. 会坚持,但不会笨到死赖着不放. 会追忆,但不至于苦苦思念. 会心痛,但绝不让眼泪留下. 哈哈...怎么又开始感伤了呢??? 咳...谁叫朋友现在都各奔东西? 啊! 不说了! 假期也就快要过去了...我说这次的假期也太奇怪了吧! 得空时就真的非常得空,连自己要做什么都不知道. 忙的时候却忙得不得了,一天只能睡5 个小时.....害我累得连看电视都懒...

不管了!! 所有不在我控制范围的事物,不理不管不想!!! 我才没那个闲空....哈哈!! 2011年! 希望将多一点的笑容,多一点的幸福传送给世界上每一个人! 加油!!

闲

2010-12-23T21:14:00.000-08:00

哈哈!!! SPM 是考完了,但现在的日子算得上是得过且过吗?以前总爱抱怨没时间做自己喜欢做的事情,都怪 SPM 啦!! 现在考完了,还真有中空虚的感觉. 早上如果太早起来,还会不时问问自己那一天应该做什么.看戏? 玩FB? 谈天?? 咳,可真无聊!!! 没得到时就拼命要,得到后就不会珍惜. 这是人的本性啊!! 朋友们都去国外了,我只只好在家看电视消遣.....啊! 假期! 我对你又爱又恨!!

洋葱

2010-12-19T18:31:00.000-08:00

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹沉默的让自己像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著今晚多开心
最角落里的我笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现
你会讶异
你是我最压抑最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸
你会流泪只要你能
听到我看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒专属的剧情

夜

2010-12-16T04:23:00.000-08:00

哈哈! 又到了晚上!! 特别喜欢晚上吗? 能说是,也能说不是. 不知从几时开始,城市晚上的天空变得过于黑暗,让人感觉孤单的黑暗. 最近,总特别怀念布满着天空的星星.那闪闪发光的美丽,那梦幻的感动......最后一次仰望星空,是去年的11月. 被逼睡在巴士里,当巴士里的灯都熄灭后,那突如其来的黑暗还真让我有一些些的害怕. 我承认,我怕黑. 以前常一个人在家时,当四周都变得宁静,天色渐渐转暗时,我总会躲在自认为安全的角落祈祷.那时候,妈常说,如果连你自己都不能给自己安全感,那么没人能给你安全感. 但,还幼小的我,哪知道去哪里找安全感啊?? 只能说,看着布满星星的天空,至少那种感觉没那么强烈......可是现在,有时候连要找一颗星星都很难!! 然而,我觉得晚上的黑暗有时能带给人们舒服的感觉. 怎么说? 晚上是能让我面对自己的时刻.这时候,心情比较放松,比较不会为自己的感觉附上任何借口. 做什么事情,大多会凭直觉,没那么多顾虑,没那么多担忧....所以,晚上才会想要写写啊!!!

哈哈. 堂姐! 我可没忘了你喔!! 新婚快乐! 真心祝福你们幸福快乐,早生贵子! 当然,明年记得给我红包哦!! =)

一眼瞬间

2010-10-22T01:22:00.000-07:00

五年了!! 不过一眨眼,时光无声地与我擦肩而过. 明天就要毕业了,想想,还是有些舍不得.说对学校的一草一木没有感情,是骗人的.走到BLOCK A,就会想起中一在三楼开始中学生涯的种种情景. 走到BLOCK B, 就会想起中二而开始调皮的我.现在中五,从同样的一幢楼望去,一切都不一样了.走到BLOCK D, 才惊觉中三中四都在哪儿度过. 同样的建筑物,不同的人时刻在交集,时刻在分离.

我承认,我是个感性的人,所以最好明天没人会弄我哭,虽然我们依旧会为SPM在学校碰面. 有人说,这世界很小,冤家路窄. 但,我相信有些人,说了再见后就再也见不到. 感谢上苍,让我对中学生涯拥有美好的回忆. 这一切,我定当珍惜.

当山峰没有棱角的时候,当河水不在流,当时间停住,日月不分,当天地万物化为虚有.我还是不能和你分手,不能和你分手,你的温柔是我今生最大的守候.当太阳不在上升的时候,当地球不再转动,当春夏秋冬不再变换,当花草树木全部凋残.我还是不能和你分散,不能和你分散,你的笑容是我今生最大的眷恋.让我们红尘做伴,活得潇潇洒洒,策马奔腾,共享人世繁华,对酒当歌,唱出心中喜悦,轰轰烈烈,把握青春年华.让我们红尘做伴,活得潇潇洒洒,策马奔腾,共享人世繁华,对酒当歌,唱出心中喜悦,轰轰烈烈,把握青春年华.

动力火车的一首歌叫当, 献给全体中五生,祝你们,包括我自己,一路顺风,生活愉快 =)

华文

2010-10-08T02:31:00.000-07:00

突然有种虚脱的感觉.回到家看电视节目,眼睛都快闭上了.是的,每次考完华语试卷,头就会觉得重重的,头脑累累的.终于明白为什么有人不喜欢华语了. 因为,华文太抽象.怎说?? 优美的文字,配上无穷的想象力,注入作者本身的情感与经历,结合成一篇文章.放进考卷中,一箩筐的问题接踵而来. 一看,晕眩! 该怎么回答?? 绞尽脑汁,大概领悟了文章的主旨,开始用自身的脑袋想起答案来. 比起英文和马来文,华文试卷的确有它的难处.

可是,我觉得,华文是个非常好玩的语文.上幼稚园时,因为讨厌华文而在课堂上大吵大闹. 崇尚英文, 我总觉得学习华文是多余的.又哭又吵,华文老师也拿我没办法. 妈妈看到我那么固执,心软答应了. 可是,严厉的爸爸对于此事感到很反感,因而逼我学华文.拿着藤鞭,爸爸在我身旁督促我做华文练习. 那时候,感觉仿佛正经历人间地域! 因为幼时吃饭非常慢,吃一顿都得花上一小时,因此老爸的藤鞭时不时将无情地打在我身上. 打破碗碟,挑食,忘记做功课....藤鞭来咯!!

然而,过了十年,我好想对您说声谢谢. 若您当年没有坚持让我学习华文,我将忘记华文才是我的母语. 现在,若您问我喜欢哪一个语文,我一定说是华语. 虽然没像作家们能够非常流利且优美地透过华文叙述对自身与这个世界的感想,但我很庆幸,我喜欢华文.

我能肯定的是,过了中五以后,我仍会继续学习华文,并以华文是我的母语为傲!!

Holiday!

2010-09-05T22:20:00.000-07:00

Haha! Went Pho Hoa in Tropicana City Mall to eat beef noodle..yummy! Really satisfying after 2 hours of ballet class. Holiday...boring and interesting. I can sleep more but have to study. Whatever it is...enjoy my holiday before one month's long of exam start..

或许

2010-09-04T02:03:00.000-07:00

假期开始了,但心总有一些些不对劲. 发闷? 发慌?

今天,你说这样.明天,又与昨天所说的事情背道而驰. 那时,心里会问: "到底哪一句是真实的?" 请原谅我的忐忑不安,因为我仍寻找着一丝让我存留信念的希望. 或许人潮拥挤,不起眼的我永远不在你视限范围内. 或许,自小就缺乏安全感,对某种没有把握的事情,总迟疑不决. 又或许, 是在自欺欺人.

2020 心愿

2010-09-03T02:40:00.000-07:00

好累! 三天的预考终于结束.两周的假期后,依然要冲刺, 而且是一个月的冲刺. 接下来那几个月的苦读, 相信头脑里不少的细胞都会举白旗投降吧! 不管了,喜不喜欢,依然必须读. 看来,今年生日也甭过咯! =(

2020年前,有几个愿望要实现 :
1) 去一趟迪斯尼游乐园玩
2)去国外看一看雪景
3)买一只巨大的泰迪熊
4)到宠物店与小白兔玩上一个小时

我知道这有些荒唐,但这些愿望我都很想一一实现它! 加油咯!

无奈

2010-08-12T23:53:00.000-07:00

最近家里总发生很多事...阿姨与婆婆健康亮红灯,婆婆或许早已看开,但仍然处于中年的阿姨就显得难以接受. 当然,我不是当事者,你的痛苦与心里的挣扎,我只能付出关心与慰问,其他的事物我则无能为力. 以前爽朗的笑声,早已听不见了. 现在的你, 被病魔紧紧捉着不放, 你总害怕,一旦病情严重后你无法享受生活.是啊...脆弱的生命有时真让人无奈,但我们又能做什么呢? 然而,就是因为生命有限,真情可贵,人生才会充满遗憾,回忆,憧憬与种种美好的事物.

现在忙着准备考试....多想逃离啊!! 但,我又能怎样呢? 种种的无奈,只能在这里发泄咯....

=)

2010-07-23T02:27:00.000-07:00

人生有多少个十年? 最重要珍惜一切,然后快乐向上!!

功成身退

2010-07-03T03:22:00.000-07:00

五年了,当了学长总共有五年的光景了. 转眼瞬间,我"毕业"了=) 当年,想要当学长的主要目的是要汲取课本以外的知识,结交更多朋友. 今天当典礼正进行当中,我突然忆起一年前当我荣升为副团长的那一天. 那时,非常意外. 想说平平安安度过这五年就算了,至少能体验到不一样的经验. 谁知道"天不作美",让我的学长生涯掀起一波涟漪. 当下的心情是,我为什么选我,我能胜任吗? 但,还是接受挑战了. 从起初的手忙脚乱,到有一点点自信直到现在毕业, 这一切一切都归功于黄老师的循循善诱与细心教导. 另外,我也想感激我的上司凯杰,不仅教导了我很多,给我机会表现,时常鼓励我,更帮我挡煞! 哈哈,中骂了好多回喔........现在回想与其他学长的合作,从去年的学长营,Majlis Perpisahan, Hari Terbuka, Hari Kokurikulum, Hari Orientasi 到今年的Majlis Pelantikan, 一切都是美好的回忆. 而这些历史,或许不会重演,但将永远留在心中慢慢怀念. 我不知道自己到底有没有尽责,也不知道自己是否在你们心目中是一位值得尊敬的领袖,但我还是要感激你们给我们的配合与美好回忆. 一代接一代...有点难以接受的现实. 你们今天哭得死去活来,差一点也要把我弄哭了啦! 会永远想念你们的...加油咯!!

悟

2010-06-28T04:41:00.000-07:00

三四年前,我是一辆一直拼命向前匆,不会浪费任何时间停留在某处的车子. 渐渐地,我长大了. 学会, 放慢脚步,欣赏沿途的风景,聆听朋友悦耳的傻笑声, 看看蔚蓝天空的自然美.

Randomness

2010-06-18T03:20:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!! Lakers won Celtics!! Almost got heart attack when i watched the match this morning. Ray Allen,you are good but i support Lakers haha. Kobe Bryant didn't really play well and Gasol lost a lot of marks!! Anyway,Celtics won more times than Lakers in NBA Championships...17 and 16. haiz..Celtics is very strong too..

Argentina won!!! Higuain really got luck...Messi passed the ball to him. He kicked and GOAL!! He got 3 goals!! Anyway,everyone will be tackling Messi so if he's kicking the ball maybe he'll get injured.South Korea would be so sad...love that match!!

Passed my undang test today. Relieved. Didn't want to read that considerably thick book but no choice lo. Xiao Ning passed too! Congrats ya =)

聚散离合

2010-06-14T22:53:00.000-07:00

好想去看周杰伦的演唱会!! 他出道差不多都有十年的光景了,但从没机会亲自到现场目睹本人...或许也能说,我没钱啦..

现在已经是6月份了,再过5 个月中五生们,你们可要毕业了! 从此离开中学生涯,永远不再回头. 说实在,当我在写这几个方块字时会不禁怀疑自己头脑是否操作正常. 照常理,只有风烛残年或悲凉凄苦的年迈老人才会时不时唉声叹气,对前方的路作出无止限的联想. 可是,中学生涯一生只有一次,这事实是不可否认的. 犹记得小六毕业时,总爱把朋友的相关资料记录在一本精美的纪念册里,好让以后能保持联系,继续成为好朋友. 然,大多数朋友在各自飞翔后都毫无讯息,以前经常通电话的朋友都音讯全无了.偶然想起时总不禁感慨一番.

在过几个月又得面临这离别的时分. 有点不舍,但却无可奈何.以前曾说的永远,或许到了几十年后还算数; 或许在说声再见的那一秒起早消失得烟消云散.曾听过一句话:"聚散离合,这就是人生." 中学时的忙碌, 几乎将小学一切的美好都掩盖了. 或许不是百分之百,但有些朋友哪怕一辈子都见不到了. 从中学毕业后, 各自的天空将比以前更广阔,更自由,边外面五花八门的社会很容易让人不小心就将珍藏的回忆磨灭.朋友再多,以后再见面时或许会像陌生人一般擦肩而过,但只要有知己,哪怕一位而已,就已经足够.

有一位了解你,会诚心雪中送炭的知己,不就比肤浅虚伪的友谊还来得真实吗?

遗憾

2010-06-06T05:54:00.000-07:00

那天晚上,对不起,我来不及救你们.在欢乐过后酣睡的我,就这样迷迷糊糊地让你们从我怀抱中消失得无影无踪. 当天早上看着你们的残骸,我并没有哭. 不知道为什么,欲哭无泪.盯着满地血淋淋的画面,脑袋顿时无法操作正常. 我后悔,没将你们保护好.我后悔,没遵守要守护你们的诺言.我后悔,没将你们与我共度的时光拍成照片,化作永恒. 我后悔,没告诉你们我多么需要你们.我后悔, 没常常在雨天抱着你们,给你们温暖.我后悔,在你们生病时,没给予关怀. 但,后悔还有用吗?

去年,四位亲人悄悄地离我而去.今年,一位从小常给我汽球的叔叔走了. 另一位同学也突然离世了. 我还没告诉你, 你八年前给我的礼物,那虽是再也平凡不过的笔记本,但我至今还留着,偶尔也会拿出来擦擦灰尘. 我还没告诉你, 我喜欢你当我的长辈. 我还没告诉你,我们没有合照. 但一切能从来吗?

近年,总觉得生命特别珍贵. 前一秒,你看到他好好地,开心地地大笑; 下一秒,你可能从此再也看不见他的踪影.为什么生命总是那么脆弱? 有时,真感到无能为力. 所以,唯一能做的就是珍惜 =)

Oh Finally~~~

2010-06-03T06:55:00.000-07:00

YES!! Finished exam. Three weeks of drought has ended. People who are taking accounts,ganbatte lo! This week was indeed torturing. Had mock exam on Sun. Come on, Chemistry was on Mon. Anyway, luckily passed with my legs and feet and toes aching for the whole week. Have tried hard enough not to let my big toes suffer,but it still bleed. Haiz,can't even walk properly after exam!! Should have sat on the wheel chair to school this week. XD

To my dearest cousin sister, congratulations!!!! Finally you married someone you love so much. Haha. Let's see. I remembered 5 years ago you telling me that you won't want to marry anyone,now see the outcome. Anyway,bet you loved the wedding dinner,most romantic wedding dinner i have ever seen. Wish you happiness forever!!! To Mr.Bong too, wish you forever happiness with your life partner!

Now, holiday starts. I'm thinking what to do....

劳累一天后看日落的感触

2010-04-17T05:25:00.000-07:00

终于松了一口气啊….这三个星期以来的确让我神经紧张. 为什么呢?第一次当主席,第一次自己须为整个文学营负起责任.文学营终于结束了! 我等这一天也算是等了蛮久,因为我不想半夜十二点在睡觉前都会想着文学营还有哪些地方不足! 在这里真的要非常感激所有委员，尤其是为文学营尽心尽力的 MR.BONG，伟恺，子毅，律良，尹蔚，芷珊等等．．．今天的文学营，算是顺利吧！

食物其实挺好吃的，只是我没什么时间品尝．节目．．．大家应该还满意吧！说真的，当我听到营员一起唱歌，一起为某某节目喝彩时，心里会有莫大的满足感．还有人事后赞我歌唱得好听呢！哈哈，很开心喔．．．现在呢，脚好累哦！　有人问我，做主席爽吗？对我来说，有好有坏．坏的是呢你必须管理好一个活动的每一个细节，从开幕到闭幕在脑海里需要非常周详的计划．好的呢，你能看清楚一个人的面目．怎么说呢？患难见真情吧！在我急得不知道自己要做什么时，在我担心怎样在文学营与学业上取得平衡时，在我感觉无助，想要放弃时，那一些伸出手来搀扶我的朋友们，给予我鼓励的朋友们，我铭记于心．至于那些袖手旁观的＂朋友＂，我无言以对．毕竟，我没什么资格要求你协助我．你们的付出，我不会当作理所当然，因为在经历种种事件后，我知道这一切一切还须从＂心＂出发．若没心，说什么也只是徒然．

明年的文学营你们看着办吧！

Lifeless

2010-03-26T05:34:00.000-07:00

Haiz...2010. I don't really like this year when it comes to studies. Guess what? After holiday,tugasan harian comes. 4 karangans ar...mati tongkel. Missed 2 outings with friends edi,sooo not fun. Hope to squeeze out some time to shop and watch a movie. How about karaoke again? Haha,no no,too expensive o >.<

To my beloved grandfathers ,hope you all rest in peace. When i was young,i 'm always happy to go back to hometown because you all and grandmas will give me a big hug that made me feel so warm and safe. Now, don't really have the anticipation to go back. The adults are either quarelling about this and that, or they will start asking about my studies and this is really noisy. Haiz. You all have your own reasons,i don't have any right to stop you all. Just,i'm trying to find some more peace in that kampung area. This year passes so fast, i don't really remember any significant stuff that i have done in the past few months.

Feel abit lifeless for the past few days. I realised that i have been more emo this year. Is it real?Maybe, but sometimes i have no reason to become like that. That night, i was thinking of the definition of friendship. Maybe it looks that we have lots of friends but actually most friends won't come along when we really need help. What to do? We only share smiles but not tears. It is really obvious when it comes to getting our results. Trying to find someone that can talk to but always ended up talking to myself in this small bloggie area. Anyway, life is like that.

To my cousin brother that have already proposed successfully to his girlfriend, i want a nice seat during you wedding dinner!! How about in the middle? Haha. Congratulations that you have found your true love in your life. Hope that both of you can lead a happy and loving life. =)

I thought it is Chinese New Year

2010-02-14T05:56:00.000-08:00

Finally have some time to update my blog after the first post in 2010. Sorry ya...this year is really quite busy,so less updates =(

Guess what? Exam is one week after Chinese New Year. This is such a great arrangement. When i'm receiving angpaos,i'm thinking about the sejarah that i have not finished studied. Maybe it sounds a little bit too stress here,but that's the fact. Anyway, no fireworks at all this year. Hope to walk along the beach during sunset and watch fireworks at night. Haiz...this dream is so far away. Wait for this year's countdown to 2011 and i can watch the nice fireworks through tv.

Valentine's just overlap with Chinese New Year this year and my cousins were like complaning that they just missed to celebrate this important day with their partners. Hey people! Get married la. So that i can get more angpaos! haha =)

To my brother : If you like that girl,then go ahead lo...i support you!!

Ok,back to the serious topic. SPM this year. I hope my relatives don't mention about SPM this year...but that is totally impossible. Everyone just said that. Haiz. Ganbatte lo..

Another major exam for my ballet this year. Got merit for Interfound. So sad. Sometimes,it is just so hard to grab the few marks from the examiner. If i fail this grade,tata. Have to retake my exam. Pandai pandai jaga diri lo =( However,maybe we are having concert this year. Hmm..around Jun or July. So,more practices and i will be very busy again.

Erm. To the 8 year guy (i think this is the best way to address you), really sorry that i hurt you but i just have to follow my feelings. i'm not as perfect as you thought i am and i'm sure you can find a better and a more suitable girl than me. Be happy.

2010. More smile outside but less smile inside. Trying to keep myself cheered up but sometimes it is just so frustating. Learning to smile under stress. haha. Everyone, ganbatte!

有感，2010年初

2010-01-01T04:44:00.000-08:00

又过了一年。原本过年是一件很令人兴奋的事，但可惜今年是2010年。昨夜期盼已久的台北倒数活动也已成为过眼云烟了，但舞台上的表演与台北101所绽放出来的烟花还是非常迷人！坦白地说，昨夜的那场倒数活动最大的卖点不是烟花就是S.H.E,五月天和王力宏而已。帅！王力宏除了样貌俊俏以外，歌声与乐器演奏的天赋真的让人非常羡慕啊~~ 没辙，谁叫他就是王力宏呢？

2010年，非常不爽。当然，阻止我享受完美的高中生活就是考试！！又要考大考了，我的天啊！排山倒海般多的功课与压力已经慢慢堆积了。。。又需要过着玩得太疯就会让心里不安的日子。有时候我会想，为什么我要成为书本的奴隶呢？

管它的，反正人总不能每天嘻嘻哈哈的，兵来将挡，水来土淹！要面对的始终要面对，只好冲着它去！ 2010年，加油加油加油！

Merry Christmas!!

2009-12-26T21:41:00.000-08:00

Belated Merry Christmas everybody!! Yesterday was Christmas and it was a wonderful day to me even though i do not have the chance to play with snow :o Guess what???? BBQ AGAIN!! haha,actually the fun part is not the barbecue,but is that almost all our relatives gathered together and celebrated this special day with our loved ones.

As usual, bought lots of chicken wings,sausages,beef ham,chicken ham,pork chop and a lot of food to be barbecued. Quite unhealthy ?? never mind,once in a while. haha!! took 30 minutes to get the charcoal hot and luckily we prepared bee hoon,herbal egg and stuff,if not the old ones will start complaining again.XD

OO!! Let's see what i have eaten yesterday. 2 chicken wings,1 beef ham,1 chicken ham,2 plates of bee hoon,1 bowl of soup,1 bowl of green beans dessert,2 herbal eggs and sweets. FATTENING~~~~ anyway,later we separated into gangs and started talking nonsense. Haha,the oldies and the youngsters...small kids?? Went to play those games like eagle catch chicks and more other new games that i have not heard of.Later,gift exchange! Guessed what i got, a cap with the Keranamu Malaysia word printed on it. Haiz, reminded me of my ehhmmmm patriorism.

Another fun family gathering that i really appreciate. Around 40 of us spaced out time from our hectic life schedules and gathered together even though some adults were working yesterday. Thanks to my auntie for your soup and herbal egg. Nice!! Love it !! Unforgettable Christmas indeed!!

PS: Oops,we forgot to sing Christmas songs!

Karaoke addiction...

2009-12-23T04:28:00.000-08:00

KARAOKE!! Haha,went Neway so many times this holiday and i'm here to announce i love to sing!! haha,anyway,it is quite hard to really find friends that love the same songs and love to sing no matter how. But,i have benn warned to save money....so,i bet there is no more outings for me during this hols,unless got someone willing to subsidise me....

Random Talking

2009-12-15T06:39:00.000-08:00

Last Saturday and Sunday,went to Port Dickson! Haha...quite excited on Friday =) after my ballet class was over,straight go to PD! Stopped by at Lukut for luch. Not that Yummy. Anyway,met other relatives in an hour's of time. First thing to do...go to the beach !! Lots of people were there and the place was like a little bit too crowded. Ordered many kelapas to drink. Nice =)

Next,swimming! You know what,we swam in the apartment's swimming pool. Quite fun to watch cousins struggling to swim when i could just relax and swam all i like in the pool . XD Later in the evening...beach again! Watch the wonderful sunset on the beach. Honestly....the scenery was very romantic and ya...many couples there. Happy Together ya? Had dinner. Later,BBQ! haha. Elated at the moment. Anyway,ate too full at the end. Very happy to watch countless stars blinking in the dark sky. Longed to see that long time ago but just always don't have a chance to do so :/ Next day, watched sunrise and went back in the afternoon.

Today, went 1U again. Honestly,i really have nothing to do in 1U except for Karaoke and watch show. Thanks for jj and Li Liang for temaning. Esther bought something she likes and i bet she is very happy today =) What should i do for the rest of the two weeks before school starts? Haiz.

只有十句话，我却看了十分钟

2009-12-11T05:19:00.000-08:00

第一句
如果我们之间有1000步的距离你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

第二句
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人才是真正爱你的人

第三句
付出真心　才会得到真心却也可能伤得彻底保持距离　就能保护自己却也注定永远寂寞

第四句
有时候　不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重

第五句
朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人

第六句
就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie

第七句
真正的好朋友并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题而是在一起　就算不说话也不会感到尴尬

第八句
没有一百分的另一半只有五十分的两个人

第九句
为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友为你的难过而难过的
就是那些　该放进心里的人

第十句
冷漠　有时候并不是无情
只是一种避免被伤害的工具

ps:本人觉得这十句话很有深度，很有意思。认真去思考，你会得到意想不到的收获。请不要吝啬，跟你身边的好友分享~大家友谊万岁~谢谢^^

Important day

2009-12-08T19:40:00.000-08:00

ZHI SAN !!

Happy 16th Birthday !!

Hope all your dreams come true and will always be happy and cheerful !

Zhi San, the typical Blackey !! WOW! You are 16 years old now and no more a kid! Being a friend of yours for the past 4 years, i have to admit that you are really a very good friend no matter at anywhere and at any time. During the first day of school, i was sort of attracted to your serious blurriness. You just looked so blur...and you gave me an impression that you have a short term memory =)Because, i have to repeat my name at least 3 times before you could remember it. Haha.

Being one of my best friends, you have helped me countless times in my studies and other aspects in life. I'm really grateful for your presence in my secondary life and hopefully for the rest of my life. Do you remember our hobby? Haha,hope that will last long!

My cute teen blackey,hope you meet someone you like and adores you. Maybe it is too early for now, but it is still my deepest wish for you =) Get straight A+ in next year's SPM yea!! Ganbatte!!

2009-12-04T22:06:00.000-08:00

张惠妹-如果你也听说

突然发现站了好久

不知道要往哪走

还不想回家的我

再多人陪只会更寂寞

许多话题关于我

就连我也有听过

我的快乐要被认可

委屈却没有人诉说

夜把心洋葱般剥落

拿掉防卫剩下什么

为什么脆弱时候

想你更多

如果你也听说

有没有想过我

想普通交朋友

还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说

悬着一颗心没着落

要怎么附和

舍不得

又无可奈何

如果你也听说

会不会相信我

对流言会附和

还是你知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多

懂我的人就你一个

想到你想起我

胸口依然温柔

许多话题关于我

就连我也有听过

我想我宁可都沉默

其实反而显得做作

夜把心洋葱般剥落

拿掉防卫剩下什么

为什么脆弱时候

想你更多

如果你也听说

有没有想过我

想普通交朋友

还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说

悬着一颗心没着落

要怎么附和

舍不得

又无可奈何

如果你也听说

会不会相信我

对流言会附和

还是你知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多

懂我的人就你一个

想到你想起我胸口依然温柔

如果你也听说

有没有想过我

想普通交朋友

还是你依然会心疼我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多

冷漠的人就你一个

想到你想起我

胸口依然温柔

如果你想起我

你会想到什么

无名

2009-12-02T06:30:00.000-08:00

累了。好想大哭一场。那以往的日子，已不复存在。好想再听那一首歌。

The very first

2009-12-02T05:37:00.000-08:00

OK. Just finished ice-skating in Sunway Pyramid today. This was the 1st time of me ice-skating,but i didnt fall at all! Fabulous! Zhi San and Michele Peh actually fell :/ But luckily,it was only once. Butt very painful O.o

Love ice-skating now. But,the entrance fee is too expensive! Bet that i can only go there once in a blue moon. Pok Kai edi!

Watched New Moon. hmm....i think i like Jacob more than Edward now. Not really because of his wonderful muscles but that really influence abit =) By the way,not as nice as what i have expected. Romance show is always like that. Slow and touching. Honestly,this show is not touching at all but Michele cried! OMG. PRO cryer.

Haha. Bought my favourite chocolate again. Happy! Bought a lot of stuff today. At least no window shopping. Got sales ya!

Argh...no mood to write so long. Just wanna keep my blog updated. See ya!

PS : Someone warned me to write longer. So.... =)

Dull

2009-11-29T05:39:00.000-08:00

Holiday is sooooo nice....but it is boring too. No homework. No studies. No stress. That's the most brilliant part of school holiday. However, i can't really go anywhere because i have transport problem! Not to say that i'm poor to take a taxi to 1U or something...but just...i don't know. I don't really like sitting in taxies. Anyway, at least i can online almost everyday and chat with friends =)

I wanna watch movie...there are so many movies outside there and i hope i can watch all of them >.< sounds impossible though. Haiz...boring...

Good Girl Goes Bad >.<

2009-11-23T22:45:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone. Long time no see =) Went to a freaky PPD trip to Kedah and Perlis for the past 3 days with Khai Jett and now i regretted for picking up his call that night. Didn't really feel dissapointed as i do not expect much from this sponsored trip, but it turned out to be something really terrible. Guys, it is OK to sleep in the bus but under the condition that the air conditioner is not TOO COLD! so...couldn't really sleep on the first night a pig said that i slept for around 30 minutes =)

Next day. Serious off schedule mistake. Planned to go Muzium Padi at first but they went Taman Ular. Had a plate of Nasi Goreng Cina and it tasted normal. Went Gua Kelam. Looked nice from outside (waterfall) but it was CLOSED due to KERJA-KERJA PENYELENGGARAN ! so...at the end wasted time talking in front,out of the entrance gate of Gua Kelam. Skipped Muzium Negeri and went Pekan Baru. They sell all the Malay food and tudungs. Not interested. Me and Khai Jett bought some snacks home and later went to a Char Kuey Tiao stall to eat Kedah Char Kuey Tiao (it is actually normal Char Kuey Tiao with chilli sauce) .

Haiz...ended the night at Menara Alor Setar. Instead of being impressed by the night scenery,i'm more attracted to the spiders hanging between the metal bars and the plastic plate >.<

Worst trip ever. Very badly organized and i swear i won't go to such trip again in my whole life. If possible, no more visit to Kedah and Perlis. Boring and disastrous. All i wanna thanks is Khai Jett for his company and food and the 20 bucks given by the PPD for tambang perjalanan.

pS: I IGNORED THE INSTRUCTIONS GIVEN BY THE TEACHERS TO JOT DOWN EVERYTHING IN THE NOTEBOOK BECAUSE I'M LAZY =)

GOOD AFTERNOON!

2012

2009-11-15T05:09:00.000-08:00

Hahas...finally finished watching 2012. Nice show with lots of action from the Mother Earth. Honestly,i have been anticipating for this movie for quite a long time and was overjoyed when my dad brought us to watch the show at Tropicana City mall. IT WAS CROWDED. SAT THREE ROWS FROM THE SCREEN >.<

The show actually says that the so called 'Earth Crust Displacement' has been mentioned by a scientist in 1985 and this really happened in the show.It was cruel to see how the earth surface cracked, tsunami came and volcanoes erupted from Yellowstone National Park. To me,after watching that show,i assumed that most people will be stunned and start guessing the truth of the date 21 December 2012 where the world will come to an end. The minute i step out from the cinema, i thought that if the prediction is a fact, nobody will grumble when their parents harp on their bad habits,students won't be upset when they got last in class,nobody will complain how poor they are.....because all they have to do now is to appreciate their family and friends.

Jackson , Dr. Helmsey and Mr. President did a wonderful job and sacrifice to save the people from this sudden attack. When people start worrying about their own safety and be ignorant of other people's lives, they have strong faith that they will survive the challenge from the Mother Earth. Mothers and fathers too showed their love towards their children in saving their lives.

Cruel but touching.

Always remember that : The moment humans start fighting with each other,that's the moment we lost our humanity.

2012,WE WERE WARNED

Unforgettable

2009-11-09T06:01:00.000-08:00

Well...the drama competition was quite fun =) 1st time acting,so...don't really dare to have high expectations,but we successfully made into the final round. Anyway,holiday was busy and boring....yearns to go Japan, but the expenses are too high...nothing that i can do except to wait till i have enough money to visit Hokkaido! Have to go to school the whole week...Hokkaido and Tokyo! I am waiting for you!!

Dreadful

2009-11-07T04:56:00.000-08:00

2 hours of ballet practice + 4 hours at school's Hari Kantin + 1 hour of jogging = exhausted. Honestly,this year's Hari Kantin was terrible. Food, not enough. Drinks,normal. Games, nothing to say. Work,a lot. Rushed back from ballet,went to school after 30 minutes. WOW. so many people not enough food. Totally had no idea where to spend my 50 bucks. So....bought junks back and my dad was complaining that it was a total waste of money.

Went Tropicana City Mall just now. Ate dinner at PHO HOA again. My family loves the beef noodle soup there. Bhisket is not that nice. Steak and meat balls are better =) Anyway, shopped at Carrefour and went back home after 2 hours. Tired. I need some sleep now. Tata. XD

I'm back!

2009-11-06T05:30:00.000-08:00

Really sorry for not updating my blog for quite a long time...hmm...actually,my com went siao and couldn't online for around one week =( terrible. I dislike the feeling of not being able to online and watch Jay Chou's piano battle in Secret even though exam is over. Haiz...Jay is too pro,love his piano skill! (i have watched the battle six times =0 )

Anyway,Khai Khai,Sissy Leng,Liang Li Cheng,San San,Suzanne,Danny,ah Vei and Ah Thong are quite busy this week...practically practising for the drama competition that will be held on this Sunday. First time acting and dancing in the school though...feels odd =) Sorry to all of them as today i was quite crazy in school. Thanks to the pinkish sunglasses brought by JJ...this helped Sissy Leng a lot...LoL...Love the feeling of singing with friends that fancy the same song. Esp Khai,Liang,me and Liang!! First,Pokemon 's song. Second,Jay Chou's...and then JJ's(not Jia Jun,but he is an artist). Go karaoke together ok??

First day of practising...kept laughing. Choreographed the dance with Sze Shuen, practiced for XX hours and both legs ached the next day. Thanks to my ballet teacher,for she,the next day,asked us to do some intensive and crazy exercises that is beyond our grade.Let's see what happened. My abdominal muscle ached. In addition,i injured my left ankle last Friday. Couldn't even walk properly on Saturday. Extremely painful when you point your toes. Anyway,it is quite common =)

Just wanna say,i want to go back to primary school where everybody is a friend.
GOOD LUCK to the drama group (including me) and hope that w can get into the final round.

Ganbatte!

真实的述说

2009-10-21T01:55:00.000-07:00

不是我爱打华文字，只是内心的感觉比较舒服用华文述说罢了。拿过第一名，也拿过最后一名，现在我该学习的，应该是拿得起放得下。坦白说，那些从小学开始就跟我同班的朋友一定知道以前我的成绩是烂透顶了。虽不至于要妈妈气得把我踢出家门口，但任何人看我的成绩册时，一定看着我直摇头，暗地里说我是一个没希望、没前途的孩子。那时的我可管他啦，看我的戏完我的电脑游戏布之多爽快！

然而，六年级那年因某些事情，我开始用功读书，成绩好得连父母都认为我吃错药。终于在UPSR里获得全科A的时候，亲戚朋友更以为我有神经病，简直大跌眼镜。这几年来，不用说，我的成绩可说是名列前茅，谁也不曾对我的学业感到操心。说到这里，现在若任何人在学校里提起我的名字时，第一个印象一定是爱看书且成绩一流的书虫。对于这个评价，我并没有什么可以反驳，毕竟这四年来我的确非常认真看待我在学术方面的表现。然而，有一件事仍是没有任何一个人能看穿的，那就是我并不爱读书。我承认我非常努力读书，但说实话我不曾爱学校里的课本。

那么一定又有人会问说：“那么你为什么每天爱拿着书本读书？” 我读书，终极目的不是要装聪明，更不是要抢什么班上第一名，而是要得到肯定。以前别人曾因成绩超烂而不断责骂我，认为我是一个废材，生出来只会乱花父母的钱，而我现在仍记得他们狗眼看人低的眼神。那对我来说，是多么大的一个耻辱和创伤。。。终于，我做到了，算是“赢”了，但没走过这条路的人肯定不知道一个人要成功，付出的代价真的很大。拿到第一名，固然开心，但有时候我会问自己：“这真的是你想要的吗？”

我的学习过程并没有像我其他聪明的同学一样那么悲惨。就为了争那么一口气，他们宁愿牺牲了自己爱看的偶像剧，拒绝所有的约会，也要自己躲在房间里读死书。我说这是何苦呢？读书固然重要，但生活不是更重要吗？你说我只要用功读书十年，以后日子便可过得较轻松。我说你放屁。人生有多少个十年？你能够保证今天你在房间里闷个十小时，放弃你与家人谈天的时刻，而明天你不会遭遇车祸当场身亡？你觉得对你朋友与家人谈天是浪费你读书时间的事，那么对一个非生物“谈天”十个小时就不是白痴才会做的事情吗？你终于无言以对。别走火入魔了，为了那一点点的荣耀而把自己封锁，搞得以后连朋友懒得理你敷衍了事的对话，那值得吗？？

在这里所说的每一句话，你可能会怀疑它的真实性，毕竟“马丽盈爱读书”的想法早已传遍千里。你不必相信，这只是我对知音人的述说罢了，但有件事你需要明了：读书不是生命的全部。失败了，再爬起来；成功的，永远记得你流过的汗水与努力。然而，千万不要将得失当成决定你生命的指南针，因为常常计较输赢，一心只想要赢过别人的人，到头来一定无法突破自己，结果输得更惨。这次的考试，我定当尽力抢分，但我决不让它影响我的心情。那一个比我拇指还小的数字，你还没有能力改变我的全部。

Holiday fun!

2009-10-19T09:30:00.000-07:00

Heyy! I'm back from Cameron Highlands! Went there using the old route,it was very curvy but interesting because i am not the driver! Anyway,check in the apartment first before waiting for the others to come...On the way to Cameron,we went to Cameron Valley! It was actually some tea BHARAT plantations and the scenery was very nice!

Later,we went to the BIG RED STRAWBERRY FARM...the whole area is super big and really fantastic...they plant various kinds of vegetables,tomatoes,flowers,cactus and strawberry...oooo! i ate FRIED STRAWBERRY ICE CREAM there! Its milk shake is very nice too!

It rained that night and it was really really really cold....ate steamboat =)
Tom Yam +Egg=perfect! Slept at 1.30am....the next day...they came! My grandmother is sooo pro,she didn't even wear any sweater for the whole day and all the youngsters were actually shivering...ZZZ...maybe she has less cold receptors =)

Went to the Cactus Point,BOH tea factory and more....OO!! i need to tell you that everything in Cameron is mainly all about straberries! Went to pasar malam three times and all i saw were sweet fresh strawberries, strawberry umbrella,soap,jam,slippers,clock,souvenirs,headrest...and even TOILET PAPER!! OMG....strawberry is actually too cheap in Cameron...keep buying and eating non-stop =)

Anyway,lazy to write too much about Cameron because my mind was actually disturbed by the cold weather there...After coming back from Cameron in the afternoon,i went to Ning's bbq party at night! My mum said that i was crazy for i am not tired at all! Zi Yi brought his guitar and Wei Khai was dancing and jumping the whole night! Ate lots of food there and had lots of fun! Thanks Ning!

I'm back!

2009-10-15T15:15:00.000-07:00

HURRAYYY!!!!!! finally exam is over...have been waiting for this day for a very long time. I didn't really can concentrate for the last Physics paper 1, and i was thinking of what to do during the hols! Honestly,i din't try my best for this exam,even though it is the FINAL exam...just too lazy to study sometimes =)

Sorry for not updating my blog for quite a long time...almost a month because need to study for this stupid exam...by the way,i am so happy now!!! Just now in school everyone thought that i am crazy because i kept talking and shouting non-stop. Haiz...really pressured for the past 10 days,couldn't really smile happily >.< anyway,everything is over now! My dear bear is an old woman now!! she is going to blow off 60 candles tonight!!

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY to

ALLIYZA ESTHER LIM QIN SHI

hope that you will have a fat face forever

and

be yourself!

PS: i will go for an outing with my family for a few days,if you have anything important to discuss with me,please call my phone!

Deep Appreciation

2009-09-17T15:25:00.000-07:00

Thanks to all my classmates and friends that wished me happy birthday today. Special thanks to Alliyza,Zhi San,Wee Nie,Esther,Nat,Ning,Li Liang,Kin Yen,Jia Jun,Yap Mun Kit,Wong Mun Kitt,Wei Khai,Zi Yi ,Wei Jim,Shin Ying and Khai Jett for all the wishes,preparations and gifts. It was really suprising to receive so many presents from all of you =).

It was actually like that. Wei Khai first told me that i must come to school tomorrow(today).Then,this morning i was quite busy taking care of the class jagaan thingii and almost forgot that tomorrow is my bday until Yappi,Zhi Wey,Naomi and Emily came to wish me. Thank you again =). Then...

When it is Bio period,so many people gather in front of my table. I thought they were preparing to walk out from the door and go to Bio lab,but they started singing: Happy Birthday to......
??? Ah...some guilty friends popped out to give me presents with a cunning smile on their faces. Zhi San...your acting skill has improved a lot over the pass few days o...

Anyway,thank you to all of you and hope that tomorrow is a better day!

Nearer and nearer...

2009-09-11T03:34:00.000-07:00

haha...time flies..it is getting nearer to that day...HUH! take a deep breath...one,two,three..

Okay,just a short intro about my great examiner.According to my teacher,he was the artistic director of RAD Royal Academy of Dance) and he is a guy.LOL...that's not a big problem. But he is definitely very famous and is quite fussy about expression and musicality.

Found this in the net:

I have heard differing rumours about Jon Byrne...the most recent of which was that he was chastised by the RAD for marking too hard and failing 80% of one exam season in Brisbane...I tend to agree with the rumour as my brother who is fantastic did his Adv 1 under him and only got 59%. (and he's a boy!!!!!!!)
Sorry to say but you might have a hard time with John Byrne...nothing on the grapevine ab

I had also heard that John Byrne was a really hard marker. However a couple of years ago some girls from my studio had him for an examiner (I did my exam in a different session so didn't have him) and got really good marks. And these weren't phenominal dancers- they were good but not amazingly so.

john byrne is very picky.. he is fussy on allignment in the hips - like.. keeping your hips square ... that sorta stuff.

John was definitely a teacher at SCECGS (C not G :P) he taught classical ballet. Very fussy on alignment like was mentioned above, and all other technical aspects. I don't know susan, but perhaps they've paired up one technical focus examiner and one more of the artistic nature? Haha I have no idea.

SEE? really scary examiner.Although i have not failed bellet examxs before,but this is a major exam. Teachers say,many good dancers too have the chance to fail major exams, even though they will get distinction in grade exams. =/
Crap...damn nervous...how to study? OMG....pray to god...amitofo...but can i actually console myself that it is ok to fail my first major exam due to lack of experience? Such a stupid idea.Anyway, Good Luck to Yee Ying and Shi Yin who will go in on Monday. Hope you all get a distinction back!

Conclusion: I am having a nightmare tonight.

Birthday Boys!

2009-09-09T06:48:00.000-07:00

Just in case i'm too busy to update my blog for the next few days,i would like to wish:

Happy 16th Birthday
JIA JUN!
Anyway,your lameness is quite special (at least you are lamer than everyone i have met) and hope that you will keep it up?

**Sorry for not being able to celebrate your birthday with all our dearest friends...MK and Jim were so 'frustrated' over my absence...>.<

Happy belated birthday to the only one KOPI-O in my list of friends =)
Hope that you will excel in your studies and stop complaing that you do not have a girlfriend!

Cheers!

2009-09-07T02:57:00.000-07:00

Really happy for the early celebration. Thank you Al for being the organizer(i think so), Zhi San for fetching me there and the junks, Ning for singing the nice bday song,Esther for taking revenge on me =/ ,Nat for 'renting' your house to us...

Ok...it was quite early,since tomorrow is Esther's bday,but it was small,nice and warm.OH...the cake was quite nice =) .Actually,feel sorry for being too observant,because it was supposed to be a suprise party,but i knew it quite long ago. So...Zhi San,you are not a good actress ,honestly -.-

Anyway, the K part was nice! Sorry again for holding the microphone for too long,but in fact only me ,Esther and Zhi San were singing. Al...i couldn't really hear you voice...

Next,went to 'hell'. B class was horrifying. After all the battements and bar work,teacher still requested us to perform dance for 3 times!!! OMG,felt like fainting after that. Can you imagine yourself exercising for 3 hours non-stop and the very great teacher is still fussy about the expression thingii? Getting a distinction in b.exam is definitely 10 times harder than scoring straight A's in exams. HUH! Anyway,let's see what will happen next week =/

Now,everything is almost over. Nothing to anticipate for except for some dreadful exams.

GAMBATHE!

《巾帼枭雄》

2009-09-04T02:55:00.000-07:00

刚追看完《巾帼枭雄》。的的确确，在观看这剧的最后几集时，我至少哭了五遍 >.< 不可否认，这是我看过最好看、最感动、印象最深刻的香港连续剧。整套戏剧大多环绕在康宝琦（邓翠文饰）与柴九（黎耀祥饰）在管理蒋家米业与面对人生起伏所面临的种种挫折与他们俩一起度过重重难关的真挚关系。原是王爷府小厨妹的琦，在一次偶遇后与蒋乔（庆丰年米业老板）再续前缘，成功结为夫妻。成为四奶奶的琦，入门后因受乔爱戴与爱管闲事的性格被大奶奶与二奶奶欺辱。然而，凭着她的聪颖、机智、善良且大胆的性格，乔对她格外爱戴，并让她管理米业。柴九，原是一个身无分文的乡下小子，到无锡替庆丰年打工后因拥有比别人强的观察能力而从此与琦结下不解之缘。柴九性格冲动、鲁莽、说话不经大脑且脾气暴躁，常常惹祸而不讨喜。幸好，四奶奶常常出面相救，才让他有机会检回一条命。两人在四处都是贪赃枉法、见钱眼开的恶劣环境中斗智斗力，从一开始的欣赏、忠诚、真挚、无所不谈到生死仍然不放弃彼此的患难之交，这一切一切都是让人感动不已的重要情景。不论遇到什么困难，两人彼此帮助、扶持、鼓励，最终熬过难关，拨云见日。就如柴九的万古流芳的座右铭“人生有几多个十年，最紧要痛快！”，我从故事中理解了“生活最紧要快乐”的重要性，更了解“人生得一知己，死而无憾”的感动。有时，朋友会比情人更忠诚，更死心塌地。此外，我亦明了，原来能与家人团聚、与好友互相慰问、关心是多幸福的一件事。

看了这套剧后，我在想，那些在外头被名利与权势冲昏头的年轻人，你们是不是应该回家看一看等待着你们的父母？那些自卑与胆却的人们，你们是否能抬起头来傲视群雄？那些爱拈花惹草的败类，你们可知能对一个人忠心到底、促膝谈心、一齐共度人生高潮与低潮但仍对彼此不离不弃是多么难得、多么幸福的事？

我想，看完《巾帼枭雄》让我学习到人生重要的一课。再次将这套戏剧推荐给你们，希望能让你得到启发，让你对某些事情改观，更让你活得痛快！干杯！

Sansha Challenge

2009-08-29T07:33:00.001-07:00

Great.Ballet exam is next month.Early or mid? i do not know...Haven't practice yet! All the dancers will know that practice is the most important part in dancing,but due to the holidays,i slack! Crap...will definitely dissapoint my teacher if i get merit...no...don't want that kind of terrible results. Anyway,i just accidentally injured my toes and couldn't practice my pointe. Pointe shoes have been abondoned for a week..let's see.How to practice?

Major exam...Inter Foundation..ok,that sounds like an ant to all the professional ballet dancers,but this is my first major exam! if i failed,got to stay at the same grade for one and a half years...those days will be damn miserable.

Anyway,Shin Ying,Yee Ying and Shi Yin GAMBATHE!!!!

Myself too!!! i won't forget my dreams,no matter how. =)

Suprise!

2009-08-26T23:39:00.000-07:00

Birthday girl is stunned!

Zhi San catching fish!

Sweets and junks!

Jia Jun looks funny...

Cookies made by Zhi San! Nice!

Me and Wee Nie!

Wow...guys are posing!

Cleaning stuff?

Our food! Delicious!

Esther is crying! huh! no la...wiping her sweat.

Li Liang's sandwich. Why ada jelly inside?

What are they doing?

Looks so wrong. Want to tembak me? No way!

Weird couple resting.

Wedding couple sangat

secocok!

Me and Esther!

Looks very wrong from this

angle.Is the umbrella better than marshmellow?

Everyone is looking at that couple...Why isn't Esther looking at Jia Jun when he is about to "take action"?

Cute girl!

Another stunned look by the birthday girl...are you saying no to me?

Kin Yen! Why you so hiao!

Zi yi,what's wrong with your second finger?

F3...

Posing? =)

me and Zi yi! What is Kin Yen doing at the back?

Wow! good relationship?

Zi Yi looks angry. Kin Yen looks annoyed..

Nice angle for the kissing couple! When will both of you eat the marshmellow?

Don't be so aggressive la...very scary punya leh.. >.<

Food brought by Li Liang?

Ning and Al! Great friends!

Me and Al! why is my face so big in this pic?

yeyy! look here!

Me and Ning! You are so cute!

Weird couple pak toing...

Ning! why you do that?

Wee Nie and Zhi San! the best friends!

Cup Cakes made by Al!

Group photo!

Where is Esther? Do i look like a rabbit whose ears are at the wrong position?

halo everyone!

Esther and all her boy friends...Do you feel happy esther? i know that this is your wish.

We are monkeys!

Mission was completed! haha! i was so happy! In case you are wondering why am i so "siao", i'm gonne tell you that today we held a suprise birthday party for Esther-the fat ass+volcano goh+Jia Jun's girl friend! Wow...so many nicknames =)

Anyway, me ,Ning and Al planned the whole outdoor party thing for like two weeks! We called her mum,we went 1U to buy all the prizes and made up all the games together! Thanks to Mrs.Goh and her family for giving full support to this wonderful plan...and it worked out very well! Al's mum fetched me and Kin Yen to the Bukit Kiara Park in the early morning...to be precise,it was 7.40am.However,we reached there at around 8 am and found that Nat and Zhi San were jogging! ?? Ohh...they came at 7.00am and started jogging while waiting for our arrival.

Put all the stuff at one side and we started planning how to suprise Esther...Hmm...Zi Yi,Xiao Ning and Zhi San came not long after that...ok! Gave out the duties..Zhi San was responsible for looking out for Esther's car and others hid somewhere that Esther could not see.Waited for 1,2,3 mins...everyone at the park was actually looking at us.Since we were squatting at a quite weird position,they were actually wondering why were all of us hiding behind the bush =.=' Nvm...the sacrifices that we made for our dear friend! Later........ Haha! Jia Jun and Li Liang came late! Lilian 2 was here too! Welcome! Waited again...o...suddenly Zhi San shouted Esther was here! Everyone got so tensed up...and SORRY! WRONG CAR. poosh...

Esther was here! wanna trust Zhi San again?? Fine...trust her one more time. Haha! the tall girl was really here! She and her mum were walking towards the entrance...slowly...she was so blur! and we slowly walked near her...HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER!!!!!!!!! SHE WAS STUNNED! she stood there stationary for around 6 minutes! How shocked she was! later,she was like:"what is the date today?" haha...27 of August. Even though we knew that her bday is on the 9th of Sept,we held it earlier so that she wouldn't suspect anything. Great! i was so amused looking at her blur+shocked+emo expression. Successful! anyway,i hope she shouted. >.<

If i am not mistaken,she almost cried when we started moving our stuff to the picnic spot. Did you cry Esther? Sang song for her and ate cupcakes made by Al. Nice! Played games later. It was actually something like Station Games...but i really hate station games nowadays...phobia edi {= Oh...i was AMAZED to see Wee Nie so GANAS during the game.She was so desparate to win until Ning was so scared to see her. Pity Jimmy and Khai Khai...both of you didn't catch the chance to see how Zi Yi and Zhi San quarrel! Zhi San was so high until she wanted to put Jia Jun,Zi Yi and TV's photo together! It was actually something like Zi Yi+Jia Jun=Tsen Vei. Haha! They looked like each other ho? Anyway, Zi Yi and San were so cute!

Started eating food when we finished the game at 11.00am. I was TOTALLY STARTLED when Li Liang took out all the stuff that he brought. He was supposed to bring sandwich,but he brought GEM (2 I THINK) ,TUNA (2),MARGERINE,MAYO (2),HAM (1 BOX), TOMATO SLICES (1BOX),CHEESE (2 PACKETS) , KNIVES AND 2 LOAVES OF BREAD. ?? Siao ke?he stuffed all these things into his small little bag! WOW...you are indeed responsible. >.< nuggets ="FATS.">

oh..i must mention something. Me and Ning saw a pair of wedding couple taking photos in the park and we were like : "i can't wait for the day to wear that elegant wedding gown...but without the guy...unless i like him." haha...isn't that weird?? anyway,Zhi San even went to catch fish with a plastic cup! I bet she didn't catch any though. Talked alot and took group photos. Went back after that. This was the best outdoor birthday party i have ever had in my life. Tiring but fun.

ESTHER,HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY! IF YOU CAN,PLEASE ACCEPT JIA JUN...HE NEEDS YOU...HAHA! GAMBATHE! =)

What to write?

2009-08-26T00:29:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...what to write?

Let's see what i have done during the holiday. Went 1U yesterday,bought alot of snacks back home =) .Ate Unagi rice set for lunch and tako balls for teatime.Nice .Watched District 9! A show with lots of action...but is damn nice and exhilarating! If you have time,go to the cinema and watch it. I bet you will like it!

Last two days,went Pavilion with friends...hoho...everything is so expensive there! Anyway,i didn't buy anything,just ate New Zealand Lamb Chop for lunch...

o..feel like going to the book fest held in KLCC...anyone want to go there? However,holiday is the best thing ever...got to do something that i like.Lolz...lazyto write so much..

early birthday wish to DANIEL the NAUGHTY BOY! happy birthday! eat less and exercise more boy...if not you cannot wear my brother's jeans. HAHA!

悔

2009-08-25T08:29:00.000-07:00

今天的心情特别适合叙说一些较伤感的往事。。。不是我自作多情，亦不是我爱强说愁，只是想找个地方倾诉隐藏在心底的故事。

谁说只要你尽了力，人生就永无悔？现在的我还正值芳龄十六岁就拥有许多遗憾，那么我倒是很好奇，到了七八十岁时我会不会因在人世间留下太多的遗憾而成天郁郁寡欢？算了，别想太多，对头脑无益。

从小到大，无论我走到哪里，无论我心情如何起伏，我都一定会被悠悠的音乐吸引，尤其是琴声。在我幼小时，父母做了一个非常正确的决定-送我去学钢琴。一开始，弹得很愉快，考试成绩也相当理想。。。直到那一天，我突然反悔大嚷我要停止学习。原因很简单但至今仍令我百思不得其解--弹钢琴时手很疼。？？什么烂理由？到现在我认不理解当时怎么会做出这样的决定。结果，现在后悔了。想弹？忘记怎么弹咯。。。上个星期曾到双威金字塔里逛街，当我看到一位钢琴师在大庭广众下弹出悦耳的《冬季恋歌》时，羡慕不已啊！然，现在若还要重新学回，恐怕得自己交学费呢！

我的兔子在哪里？你猜呢？在天堂。去世的前一天，我们全家人兴高采烈在为我庆祝生日，当隔一天后早上，我只能看到你血淋淋的身体、那被野狗蹂躏成让人不敢目睹的尸骸。真得非常对不起，当天晚上我没让你进屋睡觉，原因是我太过高兴了，竟忘记正在修建的邻屋有沙堆让野狗跳进庭院外。真得非常对不起。因为我一时的疏忽，让你与其他六个孩子一起葬身在野狗口中，永不能安息。由于对你的亏欠，生日是我总提不起精神来，生怕上天又要从我生命中夺走什么。我的生日就等于你的忌日。你是我生命中最珍贵的宝贝，你走了，只留下那一条颈链让我在想念你时能拿出来看看。你可否知道，我有多想念你？多想再抚摸你柔滑的白毛，多想再看小兔子学习走路、长毛的可爱样子，但一切都太迟了，你早已离我而去。可惜，没一张全家福阿!

悔，今生今世永不忘。。。

Taggie

2009-08-22T22:33:00.000-07:00

Just wanna reply a few questions asked by someone...

Q1 : What are you doing now?
reply some random questions?

Q2: Are you eating anything now?
yes...chewing gum.

Q3: What is your favourite food?
Actually i like to eat everything...but more to cakes and chocolates!

Q4:What is under your bed now?
hmm...dust?

Q5: Where is your pet?
dead..in heaven?

Q6: What is your favourite animal?
Rabbit and puppies.

Q7: Do you have a bog?
Obviously yes...

Q8: Do you get annoyed easily?
Not really,unless you disturb me when i am moody.

Q9: Do you like to study?
Who likes to study? Bookworm?

Q10: What is your favourite pastime?
watching tv programmes.

Q11: Which act of yours is considered the weirdest by friends?
I like to sing when i am studying...they are actually wondering how on earth i can concentrate.

Q12: Do you like to talk to friends?
Of course...as long as the conversation is comfortable.

Q13: Do you scold people very often?
Nope...i hate scolding people.

Q14: What is your brother doing now?
sleeping?

Q15: Which state in the country that you would like to go the most?
Terengganu...leatherback turtles..

Q16: Have you saved by people in the swimming pool before?
nope...i know how to swim..

Q17: What is your ambition?
not really sure yet.

Q18: Who is your favourite artist?
currently still Jay Chou.

Q19: Why do you wear spectacles?
because i suffer from short-sightedness?

Q20: Do you have a boyfriend before?
no.

Q21: Do you like guys to give you flowers?
it is ok...but i prefer other stuff.

Q22: Is the gut that you like studying at the same school as you?
nope..

Q23: When is the last time you cry?
i don't know...can't remember.

Q24: Which country you would like to go the most?
Japan...the scenery is nice.

Q25: Are you a good assistant head prefect?
don't think so...still improving.

Q26: Who you like the mostin this world?
my family?

Q27: Who is more protective of you in the family?
father (practical),mother (theory),brother (don't even bother).

Q28: Do you like to wear high heels?
nope...it is troublesome.

Q29: Do you get consoled easily?
depends on who is consoling me.

Q30: Are you a strong girl?
physically or mentally? i do not know...

Q31: Do you think you are pretty?
no...there are prettier girls outside.

Q32: Are you friendly?
yes...i will talk to you if you want to.

Impressive form 5 prefects~

2009-08-22T03:10:00.000-07:00

Congratulations to all form 5 prefects who have just finished their duty as dedicated prefects one month ago...great job from all of you...and the prefect board deeply appreciate it. Let's see:

Sarah Chew: Head prefect of the prefect board session 2008/2009.Even though i don't really know her,but she seems to be a kind and responsible head prefect. At least,when i need help,she will always be there to help and her acadmic results are brilliant! (like mine?)-LOL

Wong Jen Juan: This is the guy in the prefect board that i know since primary school. Despite being assistant head prefect session 2008/2009,he is quite "naughty and mischievous" at times.In primary school,i was fetched home by the same transporter as him. When he got straight A's in UPSR,i swore i must get the same results as him and i did it. Thank you. You did actually say something like "i know you can do it." He scored straight A's in PMR again. I was so impressed by his results and i got it last year. You was elected as the assistant head prefect last year and i hold the same post as you this year! haha...happy that you are my friend!(don't bully your sister!)

Ng Sinn Yi: Responsible assistant head prefect. In my point of view,she is strict but friendly. Not really know you,but you are definitely a good assistant head prefect! I will try to learn from you!

Ng Ming Yang: Cutest form 5 prefect i have ever seen. Same group as him last year under the guidance of Khai Jett(when he was still a secretary). Likes to talk to girls? that was my first impression of you. Anyway,you are kind and friendly! Thanks for coming to the recent prefect dinner!

Liew Jia Sheng: Haha..another friend from the same primary school! Hello! Chubby guy? anyway,friendly and generous. Sorry that i have not delivered you the prefect shirt yet. Do you remember you actually woke me up from my sleep during the second night of camp?

Phang Jo Yee: cute girl! Thank you for taking photo with me during the dinner!

Mior: Funny and humorous guy! i will not ask you to belanja me mamak food anymore=) save money for further studies!

Hen Yu: the guy who likes to stay at the blocks during recess...he is so dedicated that even though he retired,he still want to do duty as a normal prefect!

I do not have much time mentioning all 30 form 5 prefects,so i just summarised the whole thing =) .Anyway,wish all of you good luck in your future and happy always!

Prefect Annual Dinner

2009-08-21T01:19:00.000-07:00

WOW...finally the prefect dinner has ended last night. Have been suffering for many weeks about the date,bookings,programmes and stuff...at last,everything comes back to its original point. Anyway,i think some of you sure want to know about our prefect dinner! let's start!

All the AJKs went to the ballroom at 4pm and start preparing for the "fantasy nite". Carry hampers,souvenirs,prizes and our own "luggage". Yushandinee ,Yee Mun and Wee Nie actually went there with their make ups ready..it was so nice** After finish all the work,changing time! Of course, me and Yi Lyn went to the changing room to change...and i nearly lost my handphone there.Thank God to the woman who has two children,you return the handphone to me and i will definitely remember your face until i am dead. If not for your kind act, i will definitely be scolded by my parents and be grounded at home throughout the holidays.Even though i was too nervous to ask for your name,i sincerely thank you again and wish you all the happiness!

All the Form 1 prefects actually crowd at the changing room to see how me and Yi Lyn doing our make ups...funny=.=' Anyway,Jolyn,Yoon Mun,Yee Kei and Ya Qin came quite early...about 5.30pm.Later,we startes taking photos! That was the most enjoying part in the dinner,definitely.Got to interact with the prefects and take photos with them! Happy ! Actually,it rained that evening,so the attendance was not satisfying even though it was 6.30pm...Khai Jett start woorying about the thing. Sorry that i was busy taking photos until i forgot to work! haha!

Pity the prefects who was doing the registration (Sze Shuen,Shin Ying ,Zhi San,Khai Hann and Yi Lyn),waited until 7.30 then only you guys have the chance to eat your dinner. Sorry for all the sufferings you all have shouldered.Anyway,i replaced Sze Shuen and Shin Ying's place for around half an hour so that they have the chance to eat. Thank you Khai Jett for accompanying me...but i don't really think that i will be "threatened" by the 5 Indians standing at the gorund floor...since i have tried my best to walk away frm their sight by standing near the tennis court. Anyway,he forgot to bring his script. Wrote a "sinopsis" while we are waiting for the guest to come. Fast ,short and nice. Well..he's experienced.

Forced by Mr.Bong to go in and eat. The food is nice,but i was actually rushing...so can't really enjoy the food. By the time i finished eating....suddenly,someone told us Pn.Azizah coming! Crap! rush down to the ground floor again and started waiting for her. She came with Pn.Misliah after 10 minutes. haha...took a photo with her at the door of the ballroom. Later..the night started with an opening act which featured the performance of Jen Juan,Alyssa,Zhi Wey,Wee Nie,Wei Jim,Kin Yen,Zi Yi,Li Liang and Wei Khai. Good job guys! "Cheng Yao" was really amusing and i really like it! Group performance started later... great teamwork from all the prefects! Lucky draw started not long after that..

Anyway,we have our AJK dance at 10.15pm. Quite messy..but at least we have tried. Ming Yang was honoured as the best dressed male,Wee Nie as the best dressed female and WEE NIE and LI LIANG as the best dancing pair! Great couple...love you all!

Went back home at 11 something. i hate wearing high heels! Thank you to all the teachers and AJKs.You gave us a great but tiring night.

** if you want some more photos, get it from me!

忆~心底的伤口

2009-08-05T05:12:00.000-07:00

仍记得你有力的双手抱起我
对我说
你好可爱
睡在你怀里
感觉你的心跳声
让我非常有安全感

谢谢你用你的爱
为我筑起幸福的天堂
让我倍感呵护
让我不受委屈
让我感觉家的温暖

直至
你奄奄一息地躺在床上
病魔夺走了你的笑容
蹂躏了我欢乐的日子
无情地
踩过我用真爱
筑起的堡垒

受伤的泪水
为你决堤而出
没你在我身边
我忽然不知所错
失去了方向

那天
你终究离我而去
剩下我孤独一人
在那冷飕飕的夜晚
寂寞地徘徊

答应你
不会忘记对你许下的诺言
用我一切的力量
来守护我们的秘密
因为我知道
你会在远方保护我

时隔多年
我没能忘记你
你的一切
在我心中
占了无人能取代的位置
永远为你保留的爱

All the FUN!

2009-07-26T01:11:00.000-07:00

the cute dog Ginger...

Ning and esther in Nat's house

BBQ crab

typical Kin Yen posing in front of the camera

the three funny guys!

another showing-off pose from Kin Yen...haha

Last week was fun. Me,Wee Nie,Kin Yen ,Li Liang,Wei Khai and Zi Yi went Sunway Pyramid in the morning.Not to shop,we went there for a competition entitled "Mighty Minds Star Competition". To be honest,i am the last one to reach there. Wei Khai,Zi Yi and Kin Yen had called me endless times to just to check whether i had gone lost in that big shopping complex. Obviously,i knew the way. Later,we went to find the actual competition location. Ha...Pn.Tan said that the place was at Jusco's ground floor.Crap,went the wrong place,run here and there,finally we reached there,registered ourselves and the competition started after half an hour.
Basically,the questions set are based on science,maths and general knowledge.Our lucky group even successfully 'tembak' a few questions correct.Anyway,we ate McDonalds for breakfast and Ayamas for lunch. Results were announced later and both groups lost.So,went shooping later! Planned to watch Harry Potter,but it was too crowded,so Kin Yen had the idea of going arcades. Wee Nie and me went shopping and looking for 'good' stuff! Tried on a few clothes and decided to go home at 4pm. A fun day indeed!

Back to last night's fun.Me and Esther carpooled to Nat's new house.Great and wonderful. A large semiD house. Ning was there when we arrived.Tor we watched KAT-TUN's concert video and it ws so interesting! From the 6 KAT-TUN members,we sort out the samseng one,the gay one,the cute one,Ning's favourite one ,the Bbox one and the prince one. It was really funny to learn to recognise all of them as they looked really alike! Anyway,had barbecue dinner later. Thanks to my great appetite,i ate 3 drumsticks,3 chicken wings,3 sticks of prawns and a plate of fried rice...it was really full. Therefore,me and Ning went out 'walk walk'. Esther was really obssesed with Nat's new dog named Ginger...

Haha...later we sang KARAOKE! Esther again,was really crazy yesterday.she choosed so many songs until Nat had to shout at her then only she decided to stop.It was fun when me,Esther,Marion,Michelle and her sister ,Julia,Ning and Nat sang songs together. The songs were Complicated,Seasons in the sun,Tattoo,Sway,Heal the world, Believe,My heart will go on,some chinese songs and more...we were all crazy yeaterday! Went home at 12am...slept after a few minutes!

*lazy to arrange the photos...

Thinking...

2009-07-24T07:04:00.000-07:00

Great. Ho Yi Lyn knows that i have a blog. Alyssa said that she too have deserted her blog for quite a long time.Relieved.I'm not the only abnormal blogger in this world. Huh...holding a 'wonderful' post in the prefect board is definitely not a good thing to be admired of. Honestly,it is stressful to be a responsible prefect that will not be complained by teachers about me skipping classes and at the same time finishing all the paper work and projects in time...

This month is indeed a miserable month taking charge of both camp and prefect dinner...run here and there..kena marah for so many times...=.=

Anyway...heartflet thanks to Mr.Bong,Pn.Hassanah and Pn.Tan for helping me in carrying out my duties..Pn.Tan even helped me to escape from being scolded by one of the prefect teachers..secret though. I'm quite reluctant to send my regards to the very fat Khai Jett for suppoting me and giving me motivation when i'm 'loss' in the recent hectic life. At least, i have tried to ponteng 3 periods of classes comtinuosly in this month. Great experience!

Lizzie is planning to stop ballet ..No!!! i'll bug you everyday.Thanks to myself and my ballet teacher for the Distinction for my Grade 6 ballet exam. I will try hard for the next exam in October.

Cheers to all the prefect AJKs and prefects. I appreciate your support to the prefect board...keep it up..Smiles**

school time...

2009-06-14T05:45:00.000-07:00

stress...school is going to start in just a few hours time...good luck everyone!

PS:hope that Danielle Yee will oversleep!

Time...flies****

2009-06-09T22:07:00.000-07:00

Holiday passes so quickly...there are only 4 days more to school reopen! let me think about it.I didn't reallt do much during he holidays,just sleep,watch my favourite drama,practice my ballet,go outing and that's all. How sad that i do not have any 'nice' camp to attend during the hols. Unlike Sze Shuen,have a five days and four night camp somewhere in Malaysia :P
Ning went Kota Kinabalu,Esther went Pulau Langkawi and Port Dickson,Zhi San went Brunei,Wee Nie stay at home studying,Khai don't know go where pak to,Jimmy...dancing again i think...or thinking ways to confess his love to his admirer....

Life goes on...had played many sudokus during the hols...realy exhausting...since i'm not the maths pro :)

An early birthday wish to my good friend :Lee Khai Jett whose birthday is on the 1st of July***

HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY!
HOPE THAT ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE..
AND BE SLIM!

Boys Over Flowers

2009-06-07T06:18:00.001-07:00

wonderful and funny show! it really makes my holiday enjoyable!

Conclusion of these dreadful weeks~

2009-05-27T23:26:00.000-07:00

Hurray! I have just finished exam! anyway...i don't really feel happy about this...why? i don't really understand......can anyone tell me? For the past few weeks,i am really a typical book worm...study study study..not that i like to study ...i just don't want to regret my laziniess when the results come out >.<

Maybe other people will say...haiyo you so smart never mine wan...sure can score all A's,not a problem for you. But, in fact that is the most dreadful part...as parents,relatives and even friends,teachers will expect me to get high marks in every subject...sometimes i really felt pressured.....please,i am still a common young girl who needs to have fun,attend parties,play online games,watch my favourite dramas...

anyway.i have got past another obstacle.

Bio~freaking hard...i don't really know how to answer the clone and glucose part..
Chem~ok.average.
Physics~harder than chem but easier than bio.quite blur when doing the last paper...thinking about holiday!
Chinese~felt happy when i successfully finish the essay in time.consider ok
Malay~ok lah....but the tatabahasa part is quite freaky
Eng~got wrong for two objective quetions already.
Add math~ quite hard...
mod math~ i don't really care..
PJK~ sao pe la...tembak only
Sivik~didn't study at all
Sej~i hope i will get an A.
Moral~terrible.

Tried My Best~

2009-04-10T08:47:00.000-07:00

A sincere apologise to the fat ass(Esther) for not be able to attned the drama thing in your church....keke...Crap! Have ballet exam today! so creepy.....kay....went back from school at 11.00 am...after eating my mee hoon soup at home....tied my hair...rush to the exam scene! Rush rush rush....but i reached there one and a half earlier than the actual exam time....how lucky and stupid it was...

However,i reached at the same time with another friend,SHI YIN! and the first thing i said to her was:your hair is very messy....i regretted it when she occupied the toilet for almost and hour and i could only do my stretching outside without having my hair tied up =.=' anyway,Yee Ying and Shin Ying were already inside the changing room when i arrived there...and of course they were busy to care for their hair...when i was attendng to my shoe lace outside the changing room! OMG! i saw the examiner! and she said HI to me! it is not that i am lesbian or something until i felt happy when she did that to me...it was just frightening...stunned...only when she went back into the exam room that only i regained my "consciousness"..

time flies...one and a half hour passed....went in at last! Crap! did the wrong step when i was doing the third bar exercise....sob sob...and i lost balance while doing other dances too...terrible...i don't think i will be able to get distinction for all those mistakes done...should have slept earlier on Thursday....anyway...i finished it...felt relieved...

GO HOME and EAT THREE PIECES OF BREAD! how fun!

2009-04-05T01:12:00.000-07:00

SHARING is CARING

that's what i learn after watching my favourite show and eating my favourite food

with my beloved family......

Reminisce...

2009-04-03T07:52:00.000-07:00

Haha...to all the gang members...i really didn't forget all of you! Thanks to all of you for your support,help,encouragement to me whenever i needed it! Your presence have indeed add vibrant colours into my life and i hope that our friendship will lasts forever!

Gentlemen...ladies first(ZI YI SHOULD UNDERSTAND THIS)
Let's start from the very fat ass that likes to irritate me but at times cute like hell until i feel like hugging her....

ESTHER~the so called VOLCANO GIRL and is well known for her fatest ass in school.Have been my seatmate for 2 years,which was during Form 1 and Form 3....Hi esther...hey, can you please stop drawing smiley faces on all of our book? Although your smiley faces are quite nice(i have to admit it...at least they are not out of shape like mine),but sometimes your smiley face will spoil my mood to study! and,don't ever spread your infectious disease to all of us...i can't imagine another time of me saying"sat bai sat bai oh my la".....

NAT~the girl who like to say :you looks hot baby....err...that sounds quite wrong to me at first...but now i have got used to it already...so no harm done...belanja me potato! haha...you should ask for my permission before sitting on my seat before talking to your lover behind >.<

AL~haha....wrote it in the last post.....but still want to say HI!

DANIELLE~ying ying! haha..i know you like to call me by that name...can you tach me taekwando? It looks so fun kicking the other person on the face! To me,you are an outgoing,optimistic and jovial person....remember,no matter in what circumstance,always face the life with a wide and sincre smile...

SAN~HIHI...remember my curry chicken!

NIE~don't give me too much pressure.....i will suffocate....joking only la...

JULIA~Mr Julie! Can i know how can you get so smart? you can memorise things so fast! you know what,whenever i see you,i will think of the movie Madagascar II! I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT....I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT....can anyone tell me why?

4 Mawar~~impressive classmates

2009-03-28T04:20:00.000-07:00

Haha...that's my new class in this year...lolx....at the beginning of the year i was quite depressed as all my friends had been separated into different classes...Esther,Lizzie,Sumi,Munn Kitt,Kar Hei,Nat,Danielle,Julia...all gone(i don't mean that)...anyway,that's normal! Now i started to feel comfortable in my very new class and the environment(but i think the feng shui still not as good as 4 Orkid)...and i would like to talk about all my wonderful and lovely classmates!

Shin Ying~Obviously,she is my seatmate and i found that she is a very cute girl! I used to think that she is the sort of people who mengamalkan amalan silence is gold...since she seldom talk to other people except for all the basketballers...but she likes to laugh out of sudden and this indeed scare me alot...

Al~ ha...great friends since Form 1...she is still very hardworking and considerate...thanks for being such a good friend and all the warmth and care that you gave me...

Michelle~ wow...new friend,she is quite cool...and she have big eyes! like to read story books,or maybe this is the factor that cause her eyes to keep on expanding..

Kahmun~ lovely girl...and i hope that you will obtain great happiness with your love ones...

Su Yuen~she likes to shout though....nvm...this is good for your lungs

Zheng Ming~cute little boy...stop sleeping in class!

Yappi~ hope you will become a good prefect and i'm quite sad that you are not our class monitor...

Frilla~ the girl who likes to draw wonderful creatures!

Zhi San~ another great friend...can you cook curry chicken with lots of potatoes in it during my birthday?

Wee Nie~ the girl with fascinating big eyes....can you stop studying and give me some reply when i call you in school? i don't mean to distract you...

Zoe Yi~ book worm...likes to read story books...hope you will become a model in the future~!

Lin Lei~stop being so cute...if not i will feel like hugging you...

Carly~cute girl!

Sze Yi~ can you grow fatter...i do not want to be the only fat ass in class...but of course someone is fatter...

Kin Yen~hope that you will grow taller..

Jia Jun~can you stop speaking so loud?

Khai~don't always say that i am smart ok? you are smart too...

Clive~thanks for giving me a seat duirng Chinese period...i remembered that....become a great artist soon! stop saying bad words=.='

Kelvin~ i like your attire on the Hari Sukan...you look funny!

Marcus~primary school friend...jia you!

You Jie~haha...thanks for being so polite...

Wan Jie~another Chinese pro....your essays are extremely wonderful....

Callie~pretty girl! how can your smile be so fascinating? (i am not a lesbian)

Kimberly~ primary school friend...you can speak good English!

Wei Hua~best friends during primary 1.....you still look the same after 8 years!

Jimmy~haiz...hope you can be successful in you love affair....just be brave...

Khai Jett~the fattest ass i have ever seen....can you don't be so cuan and be a man?

Cass~cute and lovely girl! your add maths is really good and i hope you can teach me! Box Khai Jett if you can....pls...

Ana~why is your handwriting so neat? anyway...hope you have more sleepless nights watching football...

Jay Chou !!!

2009-03-16T22:30:00.000-07:00

Haiz...i'm really his fans! Honestly,his songs are wonderful...from the very first album till now,his songs are all of high quality and i'm really impressed by his persistence and perseverence at singing with his own unique style! Sometimes,i really regret for not learning piano and thereore i am not able to play the melody out of all his songs! URGH....if he has a concert in Malaysia...i would want to go! However,i think the tickets will be very "nicely" priced....as you know...expensive...

What can i do? Nothing other than watching his MV whenever i want...that is the misery of poor people...you know...Anyway,we all witnessed his effort at coming out with better songs...and becoming a director....and more...I hope he can always be the best and i will support him even until he retires!

PS: I always support people who is sincere and hardworking@

OmG!

2009-03-13T21:46:00.000-07:00

To all of my felow friends,i would like to express my apologise for not posting anything in my blog for 2 months! That sounds ridiculous...however,it is kinda real....very sorry...my life is indeed hectic and so for all of you...every morning go to school,come back have a short nap,finish all the stupid homework,go tuition at night and that's al...is life all that? DEFINITELY NOT...we are born to be wild and to enjoy life,live life to the fullest man! I'm trying though...OH! Recently, i have watched a Taiwanese drama titled "I DO". To me,it is indeed a wonderful show as it potrays how wonderful and fabulous true love is...Hao Zhe and Summer got to know each other five years ago when Summer tried to commit suicide by jumping off from highest floor of the hospital building...Even though they are stranger to each other,however Hao Zhe gave her alot of encouragement and this have saved Summer's life...those who wanted to know the story,please watch this Drama on your own! haha..lazy to write so long....get back to reality...

Actually i am very envy with smart people(what i mean are those people who can score wonderful results without having to study like a nerd)...for example: Lee Khai Jett. That fat woman with 9 layers of fat can always loiter around the school with his friends( of course also ponteng class) but can come out with wonderful results ...i wonder how can he do that...i hope i can achieve that too...however...i'm still proud that i can run faster than him!

Actually,what i really want in my heart is that an unforgettable interesting memory during this adolescence stage...i do not hope that when i reminisce my whole life during the old age,all i can see are textbooks and the boring co-curiculum activities in school....at least,i hope that the memory will brought me laughter wherever i go or whenever it is...

To all the young people,Gambathe for your dreams...live your life to the fullest!

Cape No.7

2009-01-23T22:14:00.000-08:00

Have watched Cape No.7 yesterday...and it was really a good and fantastic show!this story actually revolves around 2 main character,which is Van and Tomoko. In fact,they hated each other at the very first place,but after some chemistry happened between them...then they become a pair of romantic couple! How nice it was to see another pair of happy couple even though that kind of romantic scene would most probably only happen in these wonderful shows...However,before that Van was actually a guy who likes playing guitar but just that no one wanted to listen to his performance...so he smashed his guitar,abondoned it and became a postman...in fact,there was another old but sprighty postman, and he was appraching 80 years old...but he was warded after a "funny" banging by a van full with models...the driver was too attentive to all those sexy models..yelowish guy>.<>

Physical requirements of learning ballet

2009-01-17T21:19:00.000-08:00

Howse lists possible areas of concern, starting from the top of the body.

NECK AND SHOULDERS: The neck must be flexible and the shoulders mobile. Boys should be able to raise their arms absolutely vertically so that they do not curve the spine when lifting their partners above their heads.

SPINE: The spine should be capable of movement throughout its length, with no stiffness in the lumbar or lower back. Scoliosis (lateral curvature of the spine) is not important unless the sideways curve is very pronounced. "Teachers have to watch out for it as adolescent students grow to ensure that the back muscles work equally."

PELVIS: A good external rotation of the leg in the hip socket (turnout) is essential to prevent damage to the knees and ankles or stress fractures in the shins and lumbar spine. Howse measures the degree of rotation by asking the dancer to lie on the back, hips and legs extended over the end of the examination table, and knees bent. He will accept forty-five degrees of external rotation (which would be greater if the hips were in a neutral position). He comments that Americans tend to test turnout with the dancer lying face down. This allows the stomach to drop down onto the examination table, enabling the pelvis to twist slightly as the leg is raised behind the body.

HAMSTRINGS: Hamstrings should be as loose as possible for girls; less so for boys, who need more tensile strength for jumping.

KNEES: Auditioning teachers (and artistic directors) tend to select dancers with swayback legs; an obtrusive knee joint spoils the line of an extended leg. Students with swayback legs have to learn to work with the suporting knee straight, not pushed back to the full extent, since this would allow the knee to lock without actively using the leg muscles.

ACHILLES TENDON: Calf muscles and the Achilles tendon must be flexible enough to permit full dorsiflexion of the foot.

FEET AND ANKLES: Feet and ankles should have sufficient flexibility for the line of the tibia (shinbone) to continue through the pointed foot. Hyperarched feet are a potential source of weakness, especially in pointe work.

TOES: Toes should be straight, not curled under. Big toes must be able to bend at a right angle, to avoid strain on demi-pointe. Howse comments that arthritis in the big toe joint, common in adolescence, is not brought on by dance training; it is, however, a potential cause of injury and would rule out a career in ballet.

Ideally, the metatarsals (toe joints) should be the same length, so that the entire ball of the foot takes the weight of the body. For girls, a second toe longer than the big toe need not be a drawback; a pointe shoe block can be adapted to distribute the weight evenly within the shoe.

After the chaos

2009-01-17T20:51:00.000-08:00

Finally i have updated my blog! There have been at least 8 days since i have updaTED my blog and write a new post here....Kay...i'm gonna say HI to you all again! After two weeks of the continuos reshuffling stuff in my school...i'm sucessfully settled down in 4B. OH NO! It is 4 Mawar by now...the Puan Misliah has a really "good idea" at giving our class a stupid name...To say frankly...i 'm not hatred of the Mawar name at first...but since the Bestari name has been changed into this Mawar name...my neighbours stated calling me roses girl..Urgh...what a terrible joke it was...anyway,what i'm not really satiesfied is the transfer of teachers. I will not be complaning if i'm in the last class as long as i have a number of good teachers teaching me...at least i can save some angpao money right...Actually i really miss our gang members...Luckily Zhi San,Wee Nie,Al,Jimmy,Kin Yen,Li Liang,Khai and JJ is still in the same class as me...if not i will be damn bored studying without friends....Haiz...however,to Esther,Danielle,Julia and Nat,i will always remember you all! i do not have time talking with you all during school time and recess time...even now i can only chat with you all during KRS the one hour short period only...lao tian mei yan a....anyway,i will miss you all always!

An advanced birthday greetings to my 'loyal' friends:

Happy 16th Birthday to LI LIANG and DANIELLE!
haha...you all will be older than me in just a few days time..do some facial ok?
Get rid of all you wrinkles and oldness before i kick you all out from the crazy group!
HOPE ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!

Busy

2009-01-09T21:14:00.000-08:00

Haiz...i have been to school for one week,and now i hate Form 4! All the science subject such as Physics,Chemistry and Bio are freaking hard and i cannot even understand! How sad it is when teacher is teaching and you could not even fathom what is she talking about...anyway,our school teachers are actually not that good at explaning and express what they really want us to understand,so their mission failed and they did not do a good job! anyway...i'm living back in my hectic life again...tuition and tuition...school and homework...ballet lessons...i'm really exhausted...hope to go somewhere and relax...

WE ARE THE CHAMPION!!!!!

2008-12-30T14:35:00.000-08:00

Hurray! Finally finished the whole PMR thing this morning...i'm sure that this morning would be the most terrible morning in 2008...because i'm taking my PMR results!! haiz...i am indeed super nervous this morning,but at least i had a good sleep yesterday night...so the day is not really that bad...I got 8 A's for PMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how unbelievable it is! Maybe everybody will expect me to get stright A's but i don't really have the confidence to achieve it until when i took my results! Cik Roshashima,my class teacher just told me that she saw my result slip but refused to tell me my results! OMG...she made me so nervous...

Anyway,i want to congratulate all of them,especially Alliyza,Esther,Win Wei,Sze Shuen,Ning,Wee Nie,Cassie,Julia,Kin Yen,Munn Kitt ,Yappi and all for getting straight A's in PMR! i', really proud of you all...Bun and Zhi San...even though you all got 7 A's,but don't be sad! I'm still proud of both of you...remember...add oil! Don't be too sad! we will support you all always!

it was the best day ever!!

Countdown~

2008-12-28T03:30:00.000-08:00

Let me count...2 more days to 30th of December...that day will be the most terrible day or maybe the best day ever after 3 years of horrible but fun secondary school life. Ok, maybe i have over-reacted...because i'm quite nervous nowadays...LOL! Even though these few weeks my holiday time were fulled with outings,but the outing this week was not as nice as the past few weeks...sad...i was definitely emotionally affected! Hope someone can abolish PMR...or maybe SPM...the abolishment of either one of these horribe exams will benifit us ALOT! at least we will get a piece of mind when we are either in form 3 or form 5.....that day is still so far away though...

haiz...anyway...i want to watch tv program by now! TATA!

HOh!

2008-12-26T21:27:00.000-08:00

Hoh!

For a long time i have not updated my blog...felt guilty for not using it to the "fullest".Even Khai,the guy with a bit of patience started knocking my chat box and asked me to update it.Ya...going to write something here...Today is Saturday! Holiday! As usual,went to the pasar pagi at 7.30am..not much crowd today,maybe because most of the "auntie auntie,asam asam"went outstation..Or maybe it is because of the recent economic downfall that resulted the pasar to look so "sunyi".

Vendors are still smiling anyway...even though i know that their business will sure be affected...Hay! i met Win Wei when i was waiting for my mum to buy some potatoes and onions! haha...she still looks pretty,nice and kind. It was quite unbelievable to me that she just went jogging early in the morning before going to pasar! How healthy are you Wei wei..maybe it was just that i am not healthy and hardworking as you...have a not really short talk with her...got to know she went China for holiday and how she dumped all the books and enjoy herself at home after PMR(haha,almost the same as me)..of course i saw her mother too! ok...did alot of housework today...felt exhausted..how am i going to watch my favourite show until 3 am? Oh..i cut my finger again...so clumsy...Went a lot of places during the holidays..and watched alot of shows too! how relaxing it is! however,got to take results by next Tue,felt nervous but what to do? Just face it...since sudah cuba sedaya upaya already...PMR students,add oil!

PS:Would like to wish Yappi and Wee Nie Happy Birthday in advance! Hope both of you will get straight A's in PMR! All your wishes come true!

Party!

2008-12-20T01:55:00.000-08:00

YAY!! Went to Esther's cell Christmas party yesterday! It is really fun as all of them,no matter they are cell mates or just some ordinary guests,they are kind and nice! OH! the not-that-spacious house was fully packed with people range from housewife to small,little children and all are so excited for the Christmas party(except for the host who was busy preparing the food,drinks and other stuff)...Ven Hui..the girl in charge of the X'mas party was really busy yesterday...she kept on walking here and there...John! the cell leader,came late! How dare he....maybe he was just too busy wrapping all the presents and buying other stuff..i'm not sure...but for sure,he is a really jovial and energetic and of course a sociable person...it is always good to befriend him! I have been "assigned" to go to the first group,which all of the 11 group members were led by the leader,Joyce...Played a few games in group...and we exchange presents in the end!
Got 2 presents because i'm a newcomer! Brought back two cupcakes too! it was really fun! try it and you will know it!

Twilight!!

2008-12-15T22:08:00.000-08:00

Anyone has the Twilight story book??? OMG...who has....faster reply me...have a strong desire to read it before i get my PMR results...to comfort my nervous mood...!!! ONG MIN BUN!!! i know you have!!! can lend it to me ASAP?? Even though MPH is having sale now,my mum still thinks that 33bucks is too expensive for a book...kesian saya...reply me soon ok!! i beg you BUN!! Ok...2 more weeks to school reopen,and less than 2 weeks we have to get back our PMR results...sorry for reminding you all but it is a fact! I was indeed reluctant to say that too...live in present girl...just take it easy..even though i have started to become nervous now...After two months of enjoying life(haha...without books!)...i have to start studying again by the next 2 weeks!! sad...never mine...life is always like that...so be happy!

PS: Chinese New Year is just around the corner,if you feel nervous,think about the loads of angpaus that you will soon receive...money money money!

1 day trip to KL!

2008-12-14T22:05:00.000-08:00

YOYO!!!! Finally went out this week...and my family and i went to KL! HAha....Reached there at 10.15 am...the traffic was not really heavy on the road,just because some of the roads were under construction,therefore my brother sometimes got a bit frustrated when driving....Parked at the parking place in front of the Royale Bintang Hotel,since it was rather cheaper than parking in The Royale Bintang Hotel...RM3 VS RM 14 per hour...

First walked along Jalan Alor(the controversial road name) and saw many stalls were still closed and the restaurants were just starting their business..however,some restaurants were alredy packed with food eaters eating brunch there...they were looking at bypassers! =.=' OK...continue walking...felt abit uncomfortable walking there because the road was not in a well-maintained condition and fulled of mud water as a result of the non-stop rain...anyway...I reached the Grand Millennium Hotel! OMG! it was marvellous! woderful! the five-star hotel is indeed majestic and fantastic...good services from receptionist...beatiful inner deco...Oh! i went to its washroom to have a look...and even there has an expensive chandelier hanging there...it will cost more than thousand bugs each..conclusion:wonderful! Vincent,you are indeed lucky to attend your school prom at this majectic five-star hotel...no wonder you brother said you insisted on wearing a tie there...i understand now...

Great.Went to another high-rise building beside the Grand Millennium Hotel...that was Pavilion! The huge,gigantic and sparkling Christmas tree could obviously be seen in front of the shopping mall...how sad...the Christams tree is taller than me! can't touch the star on top..LOL..took a photo of it! HAHA...was really stunned by the delicate and beautiful deco for the Christmas celebration...nearly fell when walking down the stairs going ionto Pavilion...can't stop looking at those deco..thanks mum for saving me...haiz..as usual,can't buy anything in Pavilion...too expensive...saw a nice blouse for mum...but it costs RM670 even after 50% discount! Dissapointed...i'm not that rich to enjoy those luxury...went to the other side of Pavilion..to the open-air walkway and saw the the row of restaurants...can't afford to eat there too...finally...we zhao lou >.<

Starhill was our next destination...they were actually having an exhibition which lasted from 4 to 14 December...ya...today was the last day...the Starhill Gallery presents A JOURNEY TO TIME II where all branded and nice watches are being exhibited at the main hall...OH,the security system there were really tight. All visitors had to wear a visitor pass and the pass must be scanned with a device before we were allowed to go in...just a simple walk at the 3rd floor and i noticed that my pass had been scanned for at least 4-5 times! so troublesome! Not many visitors there because all the watches were really too expensive and not economic at all...too high class for normal people like us...went to the Shock restaurant at the centre of the mall...have been informed that some celebrities are coming later...so all tables were fully booked...

Next went to Lot 10 and Sungei Wang...had lunch at the famous Chinese restaurant in Lot 10! Ate "shui gao min,siu mai,ha gao,ngao gao,char siu,wu gok" and drank a cup of Chinese tea...the food there was yummy! Prices are reasonable too...Sungei Wang was really packed with "dak han mou si zou" punya pemuda-pemudi...even some suri rumah tangga also pushing each other to buy cheap stuff...oh...they were having sale now...no wonder :) Had a look at the clothes...and i finally successfully persuaded my mum to buy me 1 at the Junior Fashion store!(Not kids store for your information...is pemuda-pemudi punya store) wahaha...so happy today! oh..Taiwan Artist YJ2 came at 2.30pm! so fun! i liked them so much!!!! LONG LIVE YJ2!!!

Trip ended when the sky rains!! Altough i was quite tired...but i am extremely happy today!

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I KNOW I CAN FLY!!!!!
DREAMING IS A KIND OF RELAXATION TOO...

Birthday!!!

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Happy 15th Birthday to my friend
JULIA!!!!
Hope you will have an unforgettable birthday celebration this year...
Remember: Eat LESS!!!
Get 7 A's for PMR! GOOD LUCK! SMILE ALWAYS,GURL!
(wish you in advance)

Hope you will like this Hot air balloon Birthday Cake!